Well, the day out at Touch sauna was as always great fun, some very energetic attention received, and long chats with other girls - including some great tips on hormones, top surgery and making my "look" work better! Stopped off at the motorway services for a burger (fortnightly treat, break the diet rules!) on the way back, *we need to be seen out and dressed to make ourselves just part of the furniture and unremarkable* then visited some woods (and the back of a car) on the way home, got in tired and a bit wobbly-legged at stupid o'clock, woke up late, got to work late...

just need hair

Need to be plowed. Wife won't do it any takers

Fantasising today...

I consider myself straight, like many or most CD's. I have no interest in men, don't watch gay porn etc.

That said... I got divorced three years ago, and have been using this new freedom I find myself with, to explore my CD side, increase my wardrobe, spend more time dressed.. (at home more often dressed than not).
Having adhd, similar to autism in that I adore textures.. satin, silk, nylon, lace.. the feel one flow of them over the skin sends shivers all over me... and I love it.

Started making friends, but have never cammed let alone met irl. Not sure about irl.. I know how good my toys feel.. and despite getting what feels like incredibly close, I can't seem to get over the finish line with an sissygasm, or hands free.

Perhaps the real thing can tip me over the edge?

I'm starting to think a 'fellow' gurl would be ideal, I am increasingly feeling the need to have a real, hot, thick **** pushed into me.. and to suck on one, and to taste cum..

But this puts me in limbo.. I nearly cammed with someone yesterday, who's wife changed plans and ended up postponing (she is unaware of her partners proclivities!).

I've considered an escort, but have always been unsure of paying for sex, I don't think the awkwardness for me would be overridden by the sexuality..

Ideally? I guess I'd like to dress, and have an online friend who I've got to know.. turn up, and with me blindfolded.. proceed to **** me, suck me, get sucked.. get fucked..
I think I'd like a panda "eats, shoots and leaves"

So a personal bit of backstory.. if you are a girl/cd/trans (and with the greatest respect not hairy/manly) drop me a DM, and help me work towards this next step in my evolution/exploration.

Perhaps I'll write this up as a story scenario, as Smoothandjuicy seems to be the only contributor for the most part!

Also up for swapping sexy pics, sexy chat.. introduce yourself! Xxx.

I really need to be spanked and force fed some shaved pie, I'm a lonely girl.

( Help Given - Part 1)

A member contacted me on here and introduced herself, I won't give her name as it really would not be fair.
She had only just started wearing Women's Clothes and Underwear but wanted to meet a CD to satisfy her curiosity.
The chat went on and she continued to say that she had seen that my profile was quite specific with who I would meet, but she wanted to know if I would consider going round just for her Curiosity and she would not expect me to do anything to her.
She said that after seeing my Uncensored Pics she really needed to know how her feelings were changing. After some thaught I agreed to go, I would feel awful not helping a budding CD to know whether it is the right path for her.
We chatted about picking an outfit for me to wear, she went through my pictures and picked Black Stockings, Red Stilettos and Red Basque, and a Black Thong.
I made sure I was freshly Shaven before I went over, a 90 minutes journey as it happened but hopefully worth it.
I arrived in good time to what is I guess a typical council Semi Detached House, well looked after which makes a nice change, I knocked on the door and she promptly answered, all dressed up in a fairly old style Dress and Shoes and like me definitely not passable, she invited me in and we went through to the living room where I was asked to sit down, she made a drink and we had a chat about generally everything we had already spoke about, odd how chatting actually to the person feels so different.
I asked her wether she still wanted me to change into my outfit which she said, oh yes, definitely otherwise I will never know how I feel, ok I said, shall I change here with you so you can help or go and change. She paused and said can I help, of course I said.

Goto... Help Given - Part 2

(Help Given - Part 2)

I emptied my Lingerie onto the sofa and removed my clothes, I'm not actually very confident in this situation normally but it's good practice for me too, I started with the Thong, and then the Stockings, I then grabbed the Basque which she helped me with as they can be such a pain to do alone, because I had help she could do it extra tight for me too which makes it all look much better, even if I can't breath well, my Suspender Belts are brought separately so I had 6 with me, she used them all connecting them from Basque to Stocking nice and evenly both sides, then finally I put on my Stilettos which finished off the whole outfit perfectly....
I walked around the room and turned a few times and asked what she thaught, she said I really think you look amazing, body wise, I said thank you, I know exactly what you feel as it takes some getting used to being mature and dressing in Lingerie. I said would you like me to do anything else, she said do you mind if I touch you, I said of course you can.
She came over and stroked the Stockings bottom to top, she even reached round and fondled and Squeezed my Ass, I said you seem to be taking to this quite well, she said that it was very nerve racking but enjoyable at the same time, she asked wether she could feel my package, I said yes of course, she reached round and and stroked my Clit which was seen quite clearly through the Sheer Thong, she played and gently rubbed and fondled with it, as expected it started to get hard, she then started rubbing the hardening Clit, before long it slipped out, now too big for the tiny thing, I removed the Thong and stood there to see what she would do, she looked up at me as if asking permission, I just nodded slightly.
She gently held my Clit slowly pulling the skin further back, then forward again, rock hard now, she started to get a little quicker, at this point I moved over to the sofa and sat down and opened my legs, she sat on the floor between my legs and again looked up as if to ask, again I gave a nod, she lowered herself down and cupped the end of my Clit with her lips, then slowly started sucking up and down occasionally looking up to check everything was ok, I reached down to each knee and lifted my legs up and spread so I was totally exposed, she held my Clit and bent it back towards her, it was now so hard and she was getting really into this sucking, for a first timer I was expecting her to get tired quick, but no she sucked up and down my shaft all the way, not stopping for a minute, I was starting to get close, I said you do realise i don't like mess, she looked up and nodded, but she did not stop sucking up and down all the way, after a few more minutes and was getting so close, I started to moan, the tension was getting to much, she got quicker, then suddenly I exploded my load of Juice into her mouth, two pumps of juice, she looked up at me and swallowed and then swallowed again, she had emptied me fully and drank it all down...
There was now no doubt about it, a new budding CD that loves Clit...
We chatted for a while and she asked if I was available again if needed, I said after that sucking, I would be daft not to and agreed.
If you need this kind of Help then just ask.....
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Read more stories on the CD Stories Group,
Better still, write your own story and add them to the group.. x

Hello everyone. Hope you're having better weather than me! I know that some people have a fetish for rainwear like plastic macs and the like. But we really don't need a downpour to go with it lol. But then I'm on my way home now and I can get cosy with a mug of something hot and put my feet up. I'll be ripe for a chat, if you're in the mood xxx

Submissive sissy bitch needed

need a nap but what wear…. hmmm

Late night secretary needed to please miss Georgette on live tonight xx

Why is it so hard to find a real Dom, who isn't a bully or a thug, who understands consent and that it's a 2-way interaction and both have needs AND boundaries - who does't live 2 hours away and work all over the place
Would help if he's tall (to nestle my head on his chest), scrummy, open and honest, too... Tattoos, piercings, beard, all good

A little bit of fun with a friend recently, needless to say it got a little more explicit, but I have paired back the pictures a bit for here

All my nylons have holes in them I need some new ones but still feel sexy without them hope everyone is having a great week

oh my I need someone to talk to me dirty.. I deserve it...

My days of CD are now over.i no longer want need or have to intention to carry on due to more bad news. Its been a pleasurable 6 n half years making n meeting good fun people . My news is not nice ..having to know there is something horrible been discovered on my brain. Currently in a specialist neuroscience ward. Even tho i feel good happy and tho nothing is wrong there is a serious reason im here. Awaiting results and more details. So.as being Kim will be no more may i say goodbye in the best possible meaning.

Need a snuggle buddy

Time for housework with your Cindy Maid if you need me call lol

Anyone need nursing

My wife found my panties, im in trouble, she said the four words i fear the the most, " we need to talk". And from past experience, its never good

Just been reminded it's Dungeon Night at Hellfire next Friday - going there solo's never as much fun (damn i need a steady Dom/Domme!), but fun nonetheless!

But... what to wear? (and no, sadly not me in the photos - working on it!)

Or the little tartan skirt, white blouse, white kneesocks and dolly shoes with the red blazer and cuddly white teddy tucked under my arm?

I need to be dressed up sexy and feminine to please, I want to be controlled, yeah I really want to be used like a sissy whore xxx

Anyone need a secretary? lol

Office companion needed

Hullo my lovelies hope you've been having a lovely weekend. I am in my kitchen again. Cooking up a storm like any good culinary fairy can. Bit of baking today. But it's got me thinking of Christmas already as I'll need to get the cake on! Of course my mind is also wondering about what santa might live in my stockings! If you fancy a chat I need a distraction from washing up lol. Love to all my friends. And I can spare some heart space for ppl I don't know yet too, drop me a line xxx

Good morning
I'm off to work shortly but looking forward to next weeks holiday as my true self
had my legs , arms , under arms and bikini professionally waxed
back and chest didn't need it as having laser hair removal

Need friends

Feeling naughty need someone to spank me

Morning ladies, nearly there, almost Friday,
Love a bit of pink and needed something warm today,
Have a great day all xxx

I wish I could spend more time as Betty Jane (BJ) instead of my male personality I do need to have some more nonracy photos taken

Feeling very lucky ATM...

A few weeks ago my wife was asking me what aspects of cd Im enjoying & if there's any I dislike.

Couldn't come up with anything bad per se, just that apart from her and a few people online i don't feel i can discuss things like shopping, fashion, how materials feel on etc with many people in my life.

Last weekend she secretly arranged for the kids to go to the in laws, and told me I had 36hrs to dress/shop/spend as Karla however I wanted- but she had a plan if i felt extra brave.

Taking the mystery option she told me to dress fem under a hoodie and jeans & we headed into the town centre.

Perusing the women's wear departments together she asked if I still felt brave- intrigued I said yes. She sent a text and 2 mins later her friend walked in, straight up to me & asked me if I wanted any help picking an outfit!

(For context, my wife has-by her own admission, zero fashion sense & little interest. But she had remembered my admiration for her friend's fashion sense & love of clothes)

Initially I panicked, but wife took my hand and told me to pick something to wear that evening with her friends help- the venue was my choice.

Spent a good 90mins the 3 of us looking at outfits together, initially i was nervous and worried, but with their help i picked out a cute peach bra and panties set, a pair of leather leggings, some tops and a hooded jumper dress.

Honestly after 10mins shock/worry we had a blast! When they lead me towards the changing rooms I did hesitate....never tried on & brought clothes in store before. But the sales assistant didn't bat an eye, just directed us to 3 changing rooms and asked us to say of we needed anything.

We then went for a coffee together, examined each others choices and had a laugh. Wife then asked if I wanted to head home, for a meal or 'out out'.

Her friend replied instantly, 'i want to see the look! So we went back to ours, ordered a Chinese and went through my fem wardrobe, trying several things on.

Honestly it was awesome having someone to discuss fashion & make up with (wife will talk about it, but has no passion for fashion).
Ended the evening wearing full make up & a nightdress having my nails painted, having worn almost all my outfits at one point or another, pure bliss x

Im thinking I need a Misstress to keep me in check, but not one of these that tout for business

Anyone need a secretary. Let me know what I can do for you ;) x

Ok ladies its Sunday again and as always Samantha reflects on the week gone by with a few personal thoughts.
I have mulled over many thoughts over the last few weeks, many of which have almost melted my head at times.

PLEASE NOTE THE FOLLOWING IS MY OPINION ONLY AND NOT PROVEN FACT.

So I have been considering the whole world of Crossdressing and the nuts (pardon the pun) and bolts of it all.
There are many differing views on the issue but this is my take on my own experience.
Now as I see it there are different types of people that reside within the community, for some its a lifestyle, some its a obsession, some its just because they can.
My mind then delves into the world of Transgender, now this is a term that I dont personaly agree with, to me they are not Trans women they are women.
Not only are they women, they have more courage than most of us put together, many in society see them as men wanting to be women, gay or even a little odd.
NO NO NO NO NO, they are women, now the way I see it is if a man was to be in a relationship, would this be a gay relationship ?, my opinion is that no it wouldnt, but in order to confuse you all for technical reasons yes it would.
A similar rule in my mind applies to Crossdressing, when I dress its not through a desire to be female, it is a desire to feel beautifull and selfish need to be admired.
Now to the head melting part, would I be sexualy attracted to a man ?, my answer is no I wouldnt, Would I be sexualy attracted to crossdresser ?, yes I would.
In my male persona would I be sexually attracted to a Crossdresser ?, no I wouldnt.
Does simply putting on a pair of tights or panties make you a Dresser ?, I believe it does not in the absolute sense as I believe there is certain mindset, almost like a zone that you must be in.
This mindset can be a temporary thing or maybe evn a permanent thing.

So the question is, what is it we are attracted to ?, looks, personality, gender ?, or is there a higher power that draws us in.
Maybe the female form holds more power than we all realise.

Ramble over (for now)

Well ladies I’m off to assist my brother for a week needs a garden wall doing gonna be a hard week lol

If Patti is not a sissy girl then how come every time she puts on panties, stockings, heels and a pretty dress I feel so girly and want to be treated like a sissy girl, heels make me feel so sexy. Patti needs a sissy girlfriend

Need some one to meet

Been away for a week having some much needed time off social media, hope everybody is well some booty for those that missed it

Patti loves her pink dress, she really needs someone to go out with and have some fun

I never try to hang out outside in girl. People will see like : hum crazy men, crazy gay

We have a gay/bi/Straight night club with a lot of gay, trans, men, girl in our city with nice communauty, but the city is like a village, if they remember you like that, all the city will remember.

Maybe I have an other choice, drag queen. They will nlt reconise me lol

But my voice is not very feminine. And i need to lose a little some weight.


Sorry for the english I am french I m not perfect

So I emailed them some pics, but because my pics are taken by my phone they were too small, and blurry, when the editor of the mag tried them for the mag, i guess you need camera pics, the editor said if they did their own photo shoots, which they don't, they would of asked me to do a shoot, thats a massive confidence boost xx

I am learning italian intensively, Next year I have to work to London 6 months improve my english level to a native level, and 6 months in italia !!

I can't wait to visit London again with my favorite districts : the City, the banking district with amzing glasses tower like the shard, and Camden Town, the punk district with iconic shops and streets foods.

According to italian, to reach a beginner level in Italian, you need to work 400 hours to understand it. Currently, I spend 6 hours a day and learn a wide vocabulary list through daily scenario writing, questions, answers, and memorization games. A native speaker knows just over 14,000 words. I know already 100 words

Where's all the cute girls? I need my fix.

Note to self need to get some lighter coloured wigs

Yes I may be a little frumpy but I love me and many others love me too.To body shame someone is not nice.
we all have our little flaws but its those flaws that make us all special, we are not objects of sexual desire for creepy little people (unless we choose to be).
We are people with our own thoughts and needs someof which are very complex.
I accept that sometimes we (myself included) indulge in a little fun from time to time and that is fine.
However the need to be bombarded with constant requests to show my hole and suck dick at every minute of the day is not the way I chose.

I dress because I love it, mainly for personal reasons and sometimes sexual, but that does not mean that everytime I dress my intention is to sit and be objectified and letched over by some creepy little man wanting to satisfy himself.
My reference is not to this group as i must say I engage with some very nice and geniune people and I love every minute of every conversation I have here.

anyway enough of my rant and keep happy all you lovely ladies out there, keep true to what you believe and stay safe.

Love Samantha XXX

Patti needs someone to clean her house while wearing something short and heels. Patti is willing to help. The pleasure would be all mine. Maybe give a foot massage, love patti

I'm new here and want to say hello. I'm jasy... seriously am needing friends

I'm off out shopping, anybody need anything?

I do need encouragement but more than anything i need admirer's and sissies taking me and using me for their pleasure xx

Patti really needs a leg massage