Not been here for ages, just a little update, I'm off on holiday later in the year and I will be putting a dress on to go out and about in a different country where nobody knows me just to see how it feels, it will be the first time dress in front of my daughter too

Happy family

just ordered a new dress, can't wait for it to arrive now

Did a bit of shopping in Oxford today

Only me, not been around in sometime, just been very busy with work and a lot of playing on other social media accounts too, hope everyone is doing well

Cooking my dinner

choices choices choices what colour should I buy
Black, off white, Gray or Red

King Kongs willy, why in the hell would anyone in their right mind want this inside of them ?

Been in the kitchen doing a bit of cooking

Am I messed up you decide: Updated my story

Ok what is on my mind, oh how about my story how it began for me, the earliest memory of dressing in women cloths was when I was around 10 when I put on a pair of tights and really liked it, then nothing happen again until my 20's when a girlfriend had gone to work and I tried on her cloths and was like, man I am sexy.

Then I suppressed my feeling for years, over having my life, then I started getting the feelings again so in my 30's I bought a dress it was a really crappy dress made me sweat like a pig in it, but still I put it on and enjoyed the feeling, then it all got suppressed until a couple of months ago when I started buying cloths again but this time in my 50's I thought I want to tell someone about it, it was hard to say it,
but I just through it out there to my wife, at first she was like what if I don't want you to do it, I was like its apart of who I am and I'm not going to change it, she has come to terms with it now, although there are day's that she is against it and gets moody with me

because she worries about what may develop from cross dressing, will I start wanting to be with men, will I want to have a sex change
For me its about feeling good feeling happy wearing women's clothes makes me feel nice the feeling of the clothes are so different from guys clothes

I have however watch many different types of porn and had feelings from watching gay/Bisexual porn then comes the fantasies, I have thought about what it would be like and I have got off from watching gay/Bisexual porn but then after feel dirty and disgusted about it, but then keep going back to it. But then I don't fancy men, I fancy women

I also looked in to what if I had a sex change, its just not possible for me, I was born with klinefelter's syndrome, people with klinefelter's syndrome are more likely to get breast cancer and thrombosis, so taking estrogen is out of the question for me

On another side though, due to klinefelter's syndrome I have to take testosterone hormone treatment as I am a 47xxy so two parts female to male
and without the hormone treatment I would develop breast tissue and be a smaller build, but still have a dick and then be seen as Transgender
however I have to take the meds because I also have osteopenia which is a low bone density that stems from having klinefelter's syndrome

My Intro
hypersexual Lesbian cross dresser part time
Underneath the glam there is a man


hypersexual Compulsive sexual behavior is sometimes called hypersexuality or sexual addiction. It's an intense focus on sexual fantasies, urges or behaviors that can't be controlled. This causes distress and problems for your health, job, relationships or other parts of your life
This always shows its ugly little head when I am not happy in a relationship, normally around the bedroom, I live in
a sexless marriage which is a marital union in which little or no sexual activity occurs between the two spouses, I have had sex once with my wife
in four years the rest of the time I have to please myself, that's where porn comes in handy

The Lesbian bit of my intro this was to put guys of from sending my dick pics, it does not work I still keep getting dick pics
due to the fantasies sometimes I like it and then just write back all flirty, but most of the time I hate it

so in a nut shell that's me, feel free to ask anything and I'll try to answer it

latest pictures loaded to my face-book page, what impression do they give you ?

Omg I started a face-book page and friend requests are mad, me as a fella, I don't even seem to get anyone wanting to chat to me, and then me as Zara I get messages coming in hard and fast, I have seen more dick pics than I have seen in my whole life time in about 2 months, yesterday I had over 200 friend requests a lot of them don't speak English so I just delete them, no point trying to understand what they are on about, I have had loads of men and women devoting their deniable love to me, and video chatters bloody hell leave me alone, had to switch that bit off. I most be just the new fresh meat, my female friends say welcome to our world with the dick pics, its like really do they call that a chat up line lol its maybe also the fact that I share some, hmm lets say playing with fire pictures a little leg a little cheeky and maybe giving the wrong impression about me

My new dress arrived today, minus the black lady in the dress, I have not dressed up now though for almost two weeks, just haven't felt like it

Not been here in a while, I have been finding things a little bit full on and I wanted a break for a bit

What are peoples thoughts on taking Estrogen,

Feminizing hormone therapy involves taking medicine to block the action of the hormone testosterone. It also includes taking the hormone estrogen. Estrogen lowers the amount of testosterone the body makes. It also triggers the development of feminine secondary sex characteristics


https://www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/feminizing-hormone-therapy/about/pac-20385096#:~:text=Feminizing%20hormone%20therapy%20involves%20taking,of%20feminine%20secondary%20sex%20characteristics.

Right that's it, I have had enough now, I'm going to go shot my dog, he is driving me up the wall with his bloody barking so what if he is old and has dementia that's no excuse

OooooW Christmas has come again , my wife's make up draw