Crossdressing is my therapy to feel that im alive, where i relief my stress, the place in my mind i can feel whatever gives me peace, and i dont have to follow or obey a guideline of how to look like, i want to look as a man then i do that, or i want to look as a sexy office lady, then i do that, or a beautiful young model then i do that, and back to be a man its all in my power. That's the beauty of who has experienced crossdressing in full and in public.