Right here goes..... My story...
I'm 52, and have just recently admitted to myself and my family, that I am a crossdresser. I guess I knew what I was, when I was in my early twenties, however due to generational stigma, and my own insecurities, I convinced myself it was only a sexual fetish. Fast forward 30yrs, and a misunderstood (entirely on my part) comment from my gf, left me frustrated. So as men generally do I resorted to porn...
So there I was one day, scrolling through this porn site, and there they were... Men dressed in women's clothes, looking so confident and comfortable, I was immediately transfixed. Now don't get wrong, I am 100% hetrosexual, and I was in no way sexually arroused by them, but my mind was on fire, it felt like I'd found a piece of myself, I didn't even know was missing. A couple of days later, after much urmming and aching, I order myself some lingerie online (as you do), and eagerly awaited delivery. When they came, I tried them on, and wore them to bed (gf was none too happy when she realised, I can tell you), I thought I'd feel shame, guilt, or even try and joke my way out of it. But I didn't feel any negative emotions, at all. In fact I felt comfortable, confident, and unequivocally unashamed of the fact that I was laid there, in bed, wearing a pair of lace boyshorts, a bralet and suspenders, and nothing else.
I think my style (at least for now until I get more comfortable/confident, will be goth, as it is quite androgynous, and will allow me more freedom to explore.
So any advice/tips, would be greatfully received.
I look forward to hearing from you all....
Apologies for the essay, just thought I'd lay it all out there, so there's no crossed wires in future conversations
Right here goes..... My story...
I'm 52, and have just recently admitted to myself and my family, that I am a crossdresser. I guess I knew what I was, when I was in my early twenties, however due to generational stigma, and my own insecurities, I convinced myself it was only a sexual fetish. Fast forward 30yrs, and a misunderstood (entirely on my part) comment from my gf, left me frustrated. So as men generally do I resorted to porn...
So there I was one day, scrolling through this porn site, and there they were... Men dressed in women's clothes, looking so confident and comfortable, I was immediately transfixed. Now don't get wrong, I am 100% hetrosexual, and I was in no way sexually arroused by them, but my mind was on fire, it felt like I'd found a piece of myself, I didn't even know was missing. A couple of days later, after much urmming and aching, I order myself some lingerie online (as you do), and eagerly awaited delivery. When they came, I tried them on, and wore them to bed (gf was none too happy when she realised, I can tell you), I thought I'd feel shame, guilt, or even try and joke my way out of it. But I didn't feel any negative emotions, at all. In fact I felt comfortable, confident, and unequivocally unashamed of the fact that I was laid there, in bed, wearing a pair of lace boyshorts, a bralet and suspenders, and nothing else.
I think my style (at least for now until I get more comfortable/confident, will be goth, as it is quite androgynous, and will allow me more freedom to explore.
So any advice/tips, would be greatfully received.
I look forward to hearing from you all....
Apologies for the essay, just thought I'd lay it all out there, so there's no crossed wires in future conversations🤣🤣🤣
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