Frustration

I could not hide
My past
Could I?
Could I be happy
As she was...
My lipstick
Does not make me fine
My smile
Hides
Or may be gone.
I feel
I could not
Open door
But no return
To past is must
I try rentlessly
To go...
But where
How...
Without smile?...
I lost so long ago
In past
Or may be never had
I do not know
How to find
And searching
Till the end ...

That works well for today! I can't make it too late! Really sweet!

I randomly wrote this one night years ago because someone asked me 'tell me your story'. btw...this is when my life got good!

I've somehow basically moved into my partner's (Female) apartment as I was sleeping there atleast five days a week, being so busy working, I was ignoring and not thinking about my true desires and the days
passed. We worked opposite times so either she would be alone at home for 12
hours, or I would be alone in the apartment for 12 hours... In the alone time... I know what I want
and i'm alone in an apartment with a ridiculously large collection of womans clothes, lingerie and
makeup, many of her sex toys... This is where my experimentation developed and my passion
to be a woman was definite. A year goes by and we eventually moved to my house which was in the middle of nowhere on a quiet farm land, we knew no-one.

Anyway a few years later we split up on good terms, I'm unsure whether she was suspicious or not, either way it would have never worked as we wer too different. She finally moved out of my house, she was so organised with everything, all the bags, boxes were labelled, stacked and ready to be loaded into a van...

But she left some large boxes and bags in the spare room which she did say 'Its all for the bin unless I want it'... Then she went, that was it, my house is mine again

I decided to check in the boxes a couple of days after and it was full of her clothes, makeup,
lingerie, accessories, shoes, bags, jackets, perfume, eyelashes... Absolutely everything that I
would ever need and pretty much all the exact stuff I'd been using when I was alone, so maybe she
knew about me? Maybe she knew that deep down I was a girl? Anyway I stayed there for two years, built up my collection of clothes toys etc.., built up my confidence and happiness, met a few people as a girl, had a few around, I had the pure freedom to wake up get dressed up, do my make up and be myself, spend the day as myself and go to bed being myself with no worries.


Haha that was my story what I wrote years ago for someone online such happy times though when it all worked out!

Anyway love you all

#crossdresser #truth #fem #cd #happy #sissy

Less than 1 week to my makeover in Salford xxx

What happened there? Omg I can't get used to the buttons on this site....ok again the pink mini skirt is no more because I bust the zipper and couldn't be arsed mending it lol thank you you are all amazing and you make me feel so happy

When it comes to makeup I do prefer the 'less is more' approach, I've seen some of you on here and think i wish my makeup was that good, I'll always think of myself has not looking convincing enough

At last feeling the naughty had to add hair and makeup as it's nearly 2 in morning

Birds fly away, leaving this place behind,
The city falls quiet, to all fears resigned.
But I take flight,
Like a crow in the night.

Someone fired shots just to make me run,
But I will sit tight, I won't be undone.
I'm not like them,
A crow to condemn.

No glass left to shatter, it's already gone,
A dark fairy tale where the sun once shone.
But I still sing,
Where the crow spreads its wing.

Its Monday again, going to do house chores, but dressed up like a maid, woke up in the mood, and I intend to make the feeling last all day, no matter what I have to do, I will do it in my favourite clothes. I feel a few distractions may come along, and how nice it would be to be spied on. I will be in short skirt and blouse, panties, I have yet to decide, but going to have some fun all the same. Be nice to have a helping hand. It would also be nice to give a helping hand.

About 20 years ago i had some dresses made in Stockport. Would love to find somewhere that could make this one

Create a hairstyle analysis graphic using this portrait. Show side by side hairstyles comparisons to highlight which hairstyles suit the subject best. Make it visual first, with short labels only. The design should be elegant, and minimal, using a neutral beige background with a clean, modern infographic. On the left add a large studio portrait, using the photo uploaded. On the right: panel with title and Recommended. At the top add 4 or 5 hairstyle variations with checkmarks. In the middle add an Okay section with 4 or 5 styles with neutral icons. Bottom add Less Flattering, with 4 or 5 styles with X. Footer put styling tips. Consistent subject, high-res 4by5. Make this hairstyle analysis infographic look even more premium with cleaner studio portraits, sharper typography, and a few more stylish modern haircut options. First ask me for a photo.

Create a hairstyle analysis graphic using this portrait. Show side by side hairstyles comparisons to highlight which hairstyles suit the subject best. Make it visual first, with short labels only. The design should be elegant, and minimal, using a neutral beige background with a clean, modern infographic. On the left add a large studio portrait, using the photo uploaded. On the right: panel with title and Recommended. At the top add 4 or 5 hairstyle variations with checkmarks. In the middle add an Okay section with 4 or 5 styles with neutral icons. Bottom add Less Flattering, with 4 or 5 styles with X. Footer put styling tips. Consistent subject, high-res 4by5. Make this hairstyle analysis infographic look even more premium with cleaner studio portraits, sharper typography, and a few more stylish modern haircut options. First ask me for a photo.

Having fun again, I think I'm getting the hang of this makeup lark ha ha ha ha ha , any comments and hints and tips are always welcome and appreciated

Hi everyone hope you're all well
My friends coming out party tomorrow and he has asked me to give his true self to his partner so this is my outfit make up and hair may change a little as my make up and hair never turn out the same so its a bit of a lucky dip lol

Black and red is the best combination ...
#crossdressing #crossdresser #highheels #stockings #wig #makeup #sexycd #bigass

I love this top and knicker set.... it makes me feel so sexy!

The only thing I wish I had was smaller hands, I pass very well but no matter what jewelry and rings I wear I still have man hands. Wife says clothes, makeup and how I dress are all fine but I hate my hands, she says they are fine. Xx

Anyone near Derby/Nottingham Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

I want to dress with others and experiment, I could do with some help with my makeup etc I, I want to have fun xxx

It's time to relax after the workday
#crossdresser #crossdressing #wig #bluedress #makeup

They say 'where there's a will there's a way', i have a cross dressing friend who hires a lock up, she's put wardrobes and chests of drawers in there and a dressing table with a mirror so she can do her make-up, its also electric lights and plug sockets, so when she wants to just dress or even go out for the night she has a place to go

School holidays are the worst. Just want to be in a dress and heels right now. Resorting to watching makeup tutorials to get my fix. Anyone else got stuff they do when they can't dress?

New make up, new feeling. what you think?

My, what a nice person PantyPrincess2 is, taken exception to me not being a 400 pound lardball MAGA moron posting tired transphobic fetishist memes and other people's pics...

"You're a fucking democrat, evil, go jump off a fucking cliff u ****
Completely miserable piece of shit
Nobody would EVER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH U MORON "
Not exactly eloquent, is he?

Oh dear, how sad, never mind - I'll live my rather enjoyable, allegedly "authentic", life, and pick and choose from the Real People that want to date me (one has persuaded me for Thursday, he's perhaps a bit young, 20 years younger, but not bad looking and very keen!)... While PeePee2 rants at the keyboard and makes a mess in his nappy

Looking forward to my make over day in two weeks time @ Wowgals in Salford

Hey sisters, I need you help.
I found my style with most of the clothing.

but I still cannot find penties that would make me feel comfortable.

any suggestions?

love you!

I just tried this make over app, wish I had the make up and hair to do this for real

Anyone else a member of the Tvchix website? More than just a dating site, for those that dont know about tvchix, its a great website for meeting admirers, other cds for friendship, also you can find out about trans nights out that are near you, there are people that do make overs listed on there too

This divine satin dress was donated to the charity shop on Saturday and I couldn't resist trying it on, it went back into stock when I realised the price that it was tagged at for sale. I'm just a volunteer who has worked here the longest and seen prices constantly rising. What the Manager thinks items are worth far exceeds what I'm prepared to pay, but she's the one who has to make a profit for the charity to justify her wages.

It's Friday! And so t bathe, shave, get sweet-smelling inside and out, dress up and makeup, and off to the Dungeon!
I wonder who i'll meet, and will they be fun?

I would be very happy if a dressmaker held this silk victorian dress telling me its finished and its ready for me to wear with my hoop and petticoats,i would be breathing hard trying not to faint mmmmm

Anyone near Derby Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Imagine if this look was possible - oh the beauty of AI nowadays!

I’m not a million miles away from the base photo, but my makeup and eyebrows definitely need some work!

Off to cinema today wish i could have a full makeover and go out how i would like toox

Chat to me and make me cum I'm hard

Love dressing up, love shopping and love feeling feminine. In male form I never got many compliments, I slip on a dress some heels and people say nice things. It makes me feel so much better about myself.

Shameless Make Up ...

Peter who used the name Michelle got in touch and it was clear that he was a total novice to CDing and really wanted help, as per usual he sent the obligatory co ck shot and I was to the point and honest.
I said that if he wanted me near that... He would have to be shaven and I left it at that.
We had already agreed he was close enough as he lived near Dronfield on the A6 from Derby.
He needed help with Dressing, Photos, And general presentation which included the Shaving bit.
We arranged a day when his wife was at work and I arrived at around 10am..
We had a long chat about everything CD related and more... After which I said shall we start. I said did you want to change. He replied yes, and asked if I were changing too... I said I don't usually but I can if it helps.. He said it would.. off we went and changed, I grabbed my Basque, Holdups Thong and Heals if I use them, all black. Peter wore Standard Tights and a fairly large Blouse. I said let's see if we can make them look a little better. He had thaught the blouse would actually look like a long dress, unfortunately it was not long enough. I asked him if he minded me just adjusting things for him. He said no cause you can.
I got down onto my knees and I undid the bottom few buttons and tied his blouse at the waist which looked much nicer.
At this point I noticed he had not worn knickers and I could see he was now smooth shaven as his co ck was on full display through the sheer tights, even his co ck head was fully seen too, OMG I thaught... I was supposed to be here to help..
I asked him, are these your wife's Tights, he said yes but she won't miss one pair... Oh good I said and grabbed a small pair of scissors out of my bag and then carefully cut a small hole just about at the base of his co ck,
I then reached down and gently pulled his co ck and Sacks through this now quite tight hole..
Now his co ck and Sacks were on full show, he was now about 5 to 6 inches long and semi hard because of my playing, I was very unprofessional and slipped the head of his co ck straight into my mouth, wetting it fully then gently sliding my head up and down his shaft, he was now around 7" and solid.. I could tell he was not expecting this and he clearly did not know what to say or do, just standing there and me sucking his co ck... I gently pushed him back onto the sofa, keeping his legs spread and only very briefly letting his co ck go...then I was straight back on it, I held his legs wide and sucked his shaft hands free, up and down, making sure I was tight behind his co ck head, doing 2" short fast movements..
After onle several minutes I noticed the odd twitch through my mouth then the little moans of joy started, another minute and the throbbing was getting more regular and the moaning louder, suddenly he said loudly I'm cumming... I quickly cupped the head of his co ck with my lips as I felt his co ck jerk several times as he pumped his juice straight into my mouth... I wasted no time swallowing it all down, getting every last beautiful drop... Wow that was great I said to myself....
He looked at me as if to say WTF... But all that came out his mouth was Thank you...
I said I'm so sorry that was very bad of me taking advantage of you when you only wanted help .... He said oh my god don't worry about that at all....
I was very lucky indeed as he let me stay for seconds.... WTF how lucky was I this time....

If your local to Derby and can help me with my appetite and are smooth shaven and prepared to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups then please message me... A regular Feed would be even better xx

Don't tell the pub landlord! He gets grumpy about trans women using the ladies'... He makes a bit of effort though, there's a separate "gender neutral and disabled" loo, but it's a bit grotty... Could Try Harder! For the disabled, particularly!

How can a string make Patti so horny

I am looking for a mature, dominant man, or a sister CD activates better some business owner, for a stable relationship in which I want to get me, a transsexual person still a beginner, continue to live and work as a man, but I want to be your future sissy woman, television, CD and very feminine woman 24/7, and all that with all the associated consequences. Maybe you have the inclination to mold and feminize someone for you according to your desires and ideas to make her your very feminine transsexual woman and slut in bed

Omg girls England are winning, I’m in perfect lingerie,England are winning, all I need to make it the perfect night is to be intimate with a girl like us xx

Tonight’s outfit, new black lace stockings, with garters, so warm, so little strappy top, black lace strapless bra, so makeup time now.
Oh and wine darlings xx

All the recycle bin clips that didn't make it in the videos waste not want not

Monday again so soon. Had a lovely hot steamy sweaty sticky girl weekend. Just wanted fun and more fun. Its windy, very windy, need to take care in my mini skirt, need to make sure it does blow up, and I do show all, panties???? maybe non, will see. That kind of a day and mood. 2 x hands free already. Love it.

It's still raining here and I can't make my tan line more visible :(

Dance under Moon ...

Make full turn under full moon,
Cut your shadow
And jump out naked... (O Wilde)

This is my father's account, tv5555, alias Georgia.
I'm an indiscreet girl and I liked following his discussions. especially since I take care of his training and when he needs makeup.
I noticed that many people try to use his weakness for Lady CD to get indecent pictures of him and even personal information.
From now on I will manage this account, if you are real people and want to talk to him I will not interfere.
Now you see pictures of me I hope you don't consider me a helpless young lady.

Anyone near Derby Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Oohhhhh how i ache to hold my antique Victorian dress from the 1860s! The soft rich silk against my body as i hold it makes my heart pound and i breathe so fast while gently exhaling awwwww the dress while gently feeling around the enormous dress