Hot night
#Crossdresser #Crossdressing #Lingerie #Highheels #Wig #Bigass

Bit of an arty one…..

Damn I’ve got some legs xx

What do you think in this? It feels really comfortable and starting to feel more confident now in public as a woman, you’ve always got to do something a little bit cheeky

Afternoon girls bit wet out today

Hey, been travelling for a bit but home now. So good to be dressed up again, missed you all xx

Hey it's actually a bit chilly today and raining. Here's some more of the photo shoot I did yesterday... I love this dress and I love my coffee lolol, but most of all, I love you all

Good evening, sisters. Today, a sister I know came to visit me; I hadn't seen her for a year. She showed up unexpectedly but wanted to take a photo. I gave her my clothes, which were a little big for her, and told her about this wonderful website and the people who work there. She was interested and asked me to post her photo. I'm fulfilling her request.

Donna’s going away for a bit now. Oh, she’ll be back and I hope you girls are here to say hello when she is….xx

Morning girls have a great day back to good old British weather now for a bit anyway

My next petticoat dressup soon now it’s got a bit cooler x
#petticoats

I think im going to have re-write my bio

Why do black stockings, bra and knickers, a naughty little black dress always encourage the big girl in me xx

So i posted this pic to a cd group page on FB when i joined and i must admit the toxic level of some of the members who are not cd,tv is off the scale. The worst post i had was some guy who put a picture of a pig in makeup on my feed. Needless to say i reported it but for my own confidence and safety i left that group. So please all be aware of the probability of meeting people like this on media platforms. Love to all stay safe

Hullo everyone. I'm having a lazy morning, very busy yesterday just need a bit of beauty snooze (alright a LOT! *giggles*) Hope you're day is going fine and if you fancy a bit of a chat, I'll be here

Just back from helping out at my friends scuba diving centre in Mykonos - lots of diving under the water and elsewhere lol...! Just updated my profile biography which I hope you will enjoy reading... Love and kisses... xxx

Anyone still up and fancy a bit of late night talk? Drop me a line

The morning began with a question that, on the face of it, was utterly trivial.

I stood in my bedroom, a sixty five year old widower who had long ago discovered that life could become surprisingly interesting when you stopped worrying quite so much about what other people thought. Across the bed lay two nightgowns.

One was pink, soft and playful. The other was black satin elegant, glossy and just a little dramatic. Beside them were the headscarves that completed each outfit.

eBay had informed me that the postman was due that morning with my latest purchase.

Normally, that wouldn't have required a second thought. I would have thrown on whatever clothes were nearest, opened the door, collected the post and carried on with my day.

But I am a crossdresser, and over the years I had learned that choosing what to wear could sometimes be part of the pleasure itself. Since becoming widowed, those little private rituals had become even more important to me. There was nobody to impress and nobody to answer to. My clothes were simply one of the ways I expressed myself.

That morning, however, I couldn't decide.

So I asked Grok a rather more important question than it probably deserved.

Should I wear the black satin nightgown and headscarf to greet the postman, or should I wear the pink?

The answer came back quickly.

Black.

Grok's reasoning was surprisingly convincing. Black satin, it suggested, looked intentional and put together. Pink was softer and perhaps a little more playful, whereas the black gave the impression that I had actually chosen my outfit rather than simply wandered downstairs half asleep.

The satin would catch the morning light, while the headscarf would bring everything together.

I stared at the black nightgown.

"Well," I said aloud, "apparently we're going for elegant this morning."

I slipped it on.

The satin settled against me with that familiar coolness I loved, and I carefully tied the headscarf around my hair. Then I stood in front of the mirror.

Grok had a point.

There was something wonderfully satisfying about the combination. I didn't look as though I had spent hours getting ready, but neither did I look as though I had forgotten that the outside world existed.

I smiled at my reflection.

"Sixty five," I murmured. "Widowed, retired from worrying about everybody else's opinions, and apparently dressed in black satin to answer the front door."

I laughed to myself.

Then I went downstairs and prepared a pot of tea.

There was something faintly ridiculous about the situation. Here I was, dressed in a glossy black satin nightgown and headscarf, standing in my kitchen listening for the sound of a postal van.

Eventually, I heard it.

The familiar rumble outside was followed by footsteps approaching the front door.

For one brief moment, I wondered whether I'd made the wrong decision.

Perhaps pink would have been less conspicuous.

Perhaps black satin was a little too theatrical for an encounter that would probably last fifteen seconds.

Then came the knock.

I took a breath.

"Normal morning energy," I reminded myself.

I opened the door.

"Morning," the postman said.

"Morning."

He handed me the letters.

"Thanks."

"No problem. Have a good day."

"You too."

And that was it.

The door closed.

I stood there for a moment, looking down at the envelopes in my hand.

The great sartorial crisis was over.

Nobody had fainted. Nobody had called the fashion police. The earth had continued turning.

I burst out laughing.

All that deliberation over black versus pink, and the entire encounter had lasted barely half a minute.

But perhaps that was precisely the point.

At sixty five, after losing my wife and finding myself living a life that was quieter and more private than the one I had once imagined, I had come to appreciate the little decisions.

Sometimes they mattered precisely because they were mine to make.

There was no great occasion. No audience. No requirement that I dress one way rather than another. I wasn't trying to make a statement to anyone.

I simply wanted to wear the black satin.

So I did.

I carried my tea into the sitting room, still smiling.

My late wife had always known that there was a slightly eccentric streak in me. She had seen sides of me that I had once been afraid to show the rest of the world. Since her death, learning to live honestly with myself had become one of the unexpected journeys of widowhood.

Being a crossdresser wasn't something I needed to apologise for.

It was simply part of me.

And on that quiet morning, standing in my sitting room with my tea, my letters and the soft rustle of satin whenever I moved, I felt strangely content.

"Grok," I thought, smiling to myself, "you were right."

The black had been the stronger choice.

And, for once, I was quite happy to take the advice of an artificial intelligence on matters of morning fashion.

Sat in the Charity shop backroom donations room surrounded by vintage full length slips and nighties. If only I wasn't such a big girl but alas they are all size 12 to 16s small womens sizes, whereas I'm an ample size 24 to 26.

Just home after 17 days touring on my motorbike and camping.... I've missed this!!!

Morning everyone! I got a little bit of time with my lovely dresses earlier! Oohhhhhhhhh i love them and its lovely to feel the enormous full skirt on the green dress oohhhhhhh!

Morning everyone, JUST! Having a lazy Sunday after a full English breakfast. Hope you're all having a lovely weekend. Sorry to those whom I fell asleep on this week. Just been too busy and got too tired. But if you wanna chat now, I'm putting my feet up for a bit

Early Morning
A little bit shy
Walk to Work
And nobody
To mind

Way to hot for bike rides today so after 2 years break I'm trying roller skates. I hope I still remember how to brake...

I've just bought one of these from Amazon, will get my sis to help me tie it over the weekend, I've got tiny man boobs, any tips and advice on getting a bit of cleavage, i dont have a breast plate cos i dont like them, i do have my 'chicken fillets' though

Orange heels

I look away
Away from sharp ice corner
Bihind it
Is my hidden dream...
I do not look on you
Please
Do not be so boring
Nor such bother...
I feel I never never
Will love you...
Please leave
Leave me
Just at all...
Alone...
I feel so happier
All day
You were such pain
Such suffocating bother
My orange heels
Will happy shine today...

Whilst its sunny is a fantastic time to go out for the first time, get yourself some ladies sunglasses, they give you a bit of reassurance and extra comfort, Dress to blend in, I've had numerous chats with other 'ladies' that complain they had negative comments thrown at them cos they went to their local park looking like a prozzie, i know some of you can't go out, but if you can PLEASE try it, i planned everything for my first time out, when to go out, where to go, what to wear, and the buzz i got when i got home is amazing, very addictive I've been out and about now for 2 and a half years, never really had any negative comments or looks, any questions you may have stick em in the comments

A few pics "taken early hours of the morning so I was knackered lol" I'm still trying to pluck up courage to go outside dressed up... it's a scary thought but I'm constantly getting encouraged to do it by some absolutely beautiful people here ...luv you all millions to bits

Afternoon all happy friday bit of lazy day today for me, off for lunch and start the wkend

Thought I'd make and share some better pictures of my new lingerie set had to crop the front shots abit because i didn’t want to break any rules. Hope you enjoy

Probably my new favourite set of lingerie at the moment. Unfortunately i can't post the front pictures because it would be a little revealing. Sorry for not wearing my wig today i was abit stressed for time unfortunately. Hope you enjoy

Last day of the heatwave. Maybe I can dress a little bit more sensibly next week

Anyone on zangi for a chat bit of free time

This girl is my new bestie and without her strength i wouldnt have moved as fast as i have on being my true self,

I met her in the bar after pride,

Known her 10 days and already we do girly things together and we are literally the closest bestest friends both of us have ever had!!

We cannot wait to go clubbing on saturday, we are going to have the time of our lives!!

A few months ago before i was shunned for coming out as me then my life fell apart,

Mum lied to have me areested, changed the locks, rdhomed my pet, kept my belongings, i had no food and no money and i was living in my car,

Then the pikeys stole all my tools,

I literally had a few bags of clothes and my girly bits,

Just over 8 weeks later im back at work after a year out to be her carer, im no longer a drug addict, ive nearly 2k saved to find me a new home in brighton and im living my best life,

Before this happened someone here wrote...

"They hit puberty twice in their life and 2nd time was way better"

I can now fully understand that and totally whole heartedly agree,

It feels amazing!

So i am now fully out there now into the world as me, it all started with brighton pride nearly 2 weeks ago and then i went to a bar after, met tge most amazing and supportive people so went out again sunday just gone with my new friends and out again on saturday night clubbing as myself,

I cannot tell any of you just how amazing it feels that im no longer locked away behind closed doors and im literally absolutely loving it and so fully in love with who i am,

Im free to be me

I have told everyone about me and who i am, shown them my photo's and now changed my facebook profile pictures aswell as my whatsapp photo and my whatsapp name which is now my girls name,

Jess

Honestly i feel soo amazing,

On sunday night i had everyone in awe of me and i was drinking all night yet i only spent £8,

Im going to get used to being me,

Even women have told me how good i look and tgat they love and want my outfits,

That alone makes me feel very powerful!

Love to you all bitches

I just wish I had big boobs

Wishing I could dress and go outside at least in the garden... I would get some beautiful photos then.. but ahhhh changing the background on my photos ain't quite the same . But.... I'm still having an absolute blast dressing up when I can and I'm definitely most definitely getting boobies lolol absolutely love you all,you are all bloody amazing and beautiful

Really had a hard time thinking about what to post today; sexy video, just me being normal, me trying to look beautiful, AI enhansed me (but still me). Ok a totally normal shot for today (This is how I normally look on salon day). I just love looking great - no make up - do use skin toner and cream and lip gloss. Love going shopping or to a restaurant and being called a lady all day. Please some comments on what you want me show you next? - I am a bit fired up for some dilldo time and a hot chat.

A bit different to my usual outfits

I see that crazy nutter is back cheshirebi2026 despite reporting him for harassment avoid at all costs people

Good morning all today my birthday i am 37 year old today im going to margate for the day

This site is rubbish today.

Warning to all on here beware of a account called cheshirebi2026 he’s stalker on here looking for people to **** him and his wife hassles loads of people here keeps creating accounts

Feeling a bit naughty today xx

Done abit of dressing up been very low x enjoy the pics
#skirt #petticoat #stockings #suspenders # highheels

I hope you don't mind just a bit of a.s on Saturday.... :)
Have fun tonight!

Portrait of Lady Gray

Future is dream
A dream
Of past...
That not to be repeated
The dream is always a surprise...
Forgotten not forbidden

A portrait
Of forgotten Lady
Dressed like a lazy earl
Shorts-dress
No skirt
Tights and
Gray hair
A perfect style for Caballero...

Future is dream
A dream
Of past...
That's not to be revealed
Young lady
Living as a man
A source of all the fear...

A witch?
A Doll?
Night Butterfly?
A bloody Amazones?
No record
In old book
No sight
Just old in shadows
Photograph
Young Lady
In shorts-dress
Young Lady's Gray
Forgotten past
And future in portret...

Hiya beautiful people on this lovely morning... don't remember if I've posted these pics before so hey lol.... not going to be on today it's mums birthday, see y'all when I get back from wherever we're going lolol...luv you all 🩷

Evening all, ready to PARTY and start the birthday wkender taxi on the way, food and then who knows, all black and a splash of colour love my pink heels hope you have a good friday night

Evening eveyone hope you are all well and have a great Off to my next door neighbours birthday drinks tonight the condition she gave me with was the invite is only valid if i go as myself so I hope this passes