Hiya , bit of fun 😀 x

In search of a black hair dye *that doesn't dye skin* to try something out, as i'm half badger and half the dense, stiff bristles covering me are white... https://www.researchgate.net/publication/51477932_Successful_White_Hair_Removal_with_Combined_Coloring_and_Intense_Pulsed_Light_IPL_A_Randomized_Clinical_Trial

Yes, it's AI, a limited edition doll all of my own, BIGLY HUGE THANKS to the Very Talented Veronica!

I know a few find me a bit forward ... Never mind 😂 😂 x The original will be in the Ass in Thong Group Chat 💋 Derby UK Lingerie CD that loves Males and Females for Naughty fun Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills with CDs or Males, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement. If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx My preferences are as follows........ Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls Full Co ck Head Showing Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups ........... ( I could provide these ) Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return... Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do. One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more... I said actually there is if you feel up to it... What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this... You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty. You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down..... Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way.... In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping your Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty. I met one male and he got me to lay on the floor straddling my chest, he then reached down and slipped his co ck into my mouth then held my head and pulled me back and forth up and down his shaft untill he filled my mouth with his juice, he held on until I had cleaned up every drop....not the most comfortable position but it made him happy with the arrangement so it was the least I could do. I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please.... The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice.. Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx _________________________ If your local to Derby and can help in any way or maybe I can help you... Private msg me or e-mail me at smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk ______________________

Good morning everyone. Hope you're having a lovely day and the sun is shining down on you. Time for another BIG QUESTION! But remember, it's just for FUN! 😁💋💋💋 If you had a choice, and reincarnation was real, what would you choose to come back as?

Got new shaping underwear to give a bit more curve. New 7 denier tights from m and s, feel lovely and very sheer. Xx

Uuuuugh still not quite there... but feeling marginally better...all this week nobody's saying anything??? Is everyone getting fed up with this site? I must say I expected it to be a hive of activity.... it's as dead as a great big dead thing... love you all my beautiful family...my gorgeous sister's.... take care and stay warm and safe 🩷💖💞💗💕♥️💝😘

Hi sweets! I started a new blog! It's cleaner and easier to read and navigate. This blog contains explicit sexual themes, taboo fantasies, fetish content, and material that may offend or disturb some readers. Go here: https://lifeofsissychrissy.blogspot.com/ Intro: Foreword Welcome to The Life & Fantasies of Transgirl Sissy Chrissy. You should know, before turning another page, exactly what kind of book you are holding. This is not quite an autobiography. It is not quite fiction. It lives somewhere more dangerous than either. These stories emerge from the memories, desires, insecurities, obsessions, fears, curiosities, and private fantasies of Sissy Chrissy—a 47-year-old feminine gay man who longs to live more fully as a woman, but who, for now, remains caught between the life she inhabits and the woman she imagines herself becoming. Some of what follows really happened. Some of it happened differently. Some of it began with a memory and was seduced into fantasy. And some of it never happened at all—except in the secret country of Chrissy’s imagination. That distinction will not always be made clear. It is more interesting that way. Within these pages, reality is negotiable. One story may place Chrissy in a familiar bedroom, bar, street, hotel room, or anonymous encounter. The next may drag her somewhere impossible: into the arms of machines, monsters, supernatural beings, forbidden lovers, creatures of fantasy, or strange worlds where ordinary rules no longer apply. The familiar and the impossible sleep beside each other here. So do tenderness and depravity. Romance and lust. Humor and humiliation. Fear and fascination. Beauty and grotesquerie. Some stories are playful and flirtatious. Some are tender. Some are deliberately trashy. Some are dark, feverish, and unsettling. Some indulge fantasies that polite people are not supposed to admit they have. And some wander unapologetically into territory that many readers will consider deeply taboo. That is not an accident. Fantasy has always been a place where human beings trespass. In imagination, we can approach the forbidden without claiming it should become permissible, flirt with danger without inviting it into reality, and explore thoughts that would be impossible, immoral, absurd, frightening, or even monstrous outside the protected territory of fiction. A fantasy is not a confession. A fantasy is not a manifesto. And a fantasy is not necessarily a wish for reality. Sometimes the imagination simply asks: What if? And Chrissy, more often than she probably should, answers. The Woman at the Center of It All For all the spectacle, kink, fantasy, horror, absurdity, and eroticism in these stories, the real subject of this book is Chrissy herself. Chrissy lives in contradiction. She is feminine, but the body she inhabits still tells another story. She wants to be desired as a woman, touched as a woman, admired as a woman, and recognized as the person she feels herself becoming. Yet she also carries decades of masculinity, insecurity, shame, humor, hunger, resilience, and memory with her. She can be brazen one moment and painfully vulnerable the next. She wants to be wanted. She wants to be seen. She wants to surrender without disappearing. She wants to be outrageous without apologizing. And sometimes she simply wants the freedom to imagine herself in situations reality would never permit. That conflict—the distance between who Chrissy is, who the world sees, and who Chrissy becomes when no one is watching—runs beneath nearly every story in this collection. Sometimes it surfaces as romance. Sometimes as comedy. Sometimes as darkness. And very often as desire. Because desire has a way of revealing the parts of us that daylight teaches us to hide. These stories allow Chrissy to stop hiding. A Private Theater of Desire The fantasies collected here are not restrained by realism. They are excessive by design. Some are conventional. Some are strange. Some are kinky. Some are deliberately provocative. Some will make certain readers laugh. Others may make them blush. Still others may make them shut the book and wonder what, exactly, they just read. That, too, is part of the experience. Chrissy’s imagination does not always concern itself with respectability. Sometimes it wants romance. Sometimes affection. Sometimes danger. Sometimes surrender. Sometimes something so outrageous that only fiction could contain it. And beneath all of that is perhaps the oldest fantasy of all: to step outside the limits of the self. To become more beautiful, more feminine, more desirable, more fearless, more shameless, more alive. To walk through a door reality keeps locked. Even if only for a few pages. #sissy #sissyboy #sissygirl #tgirl #crossdresser #transgirl #transwoman #shemale #femboy #lgbt #lgbtq #gay #blog #eroticblog #taboo #kink #fetish #transgender

Shadow Theater on White Wall (Resident permit only) Shadow Theater On White Wall Puppet life Of a ghosty girl Legs and shadow Of breasts under dress Light of Moon Makes all shadows Loose moving in mess Night ends soon Shadow's gone Body s stiil Soul's dead I'm confused... Permit holders Only For Cab Am I Wanted Or just not yet ...? What is shadow Cut off under Moon? What is body Of girl? Am I Doll? Am I Puppet? Has My Soul Gone? I change colours Of lipstick And skirts... Am I muppet of Death and Rebirth? Only Moon Knows answers Right I am shadow On walls in The Night...

Swore I wasnt getting dressed today as so much to do but when I saw those 8 denier tights hanging over bedside chair couldnt resist, anyway went out back of my house to take waste to the bin and at same time doorbell rang. So resplendent in pink sliders with 3/4 length trousers I answered the door to Big amazon guy, he had a second look but good news my new garter belt and makeup have arrived, have a great day ladies (I will) 💄 💋 😘

Love it, and yes, that's my bike! 😍

Another tight bikini-I will need my own size 14 bikini💋💋

Pictures from out and about today weather a bit wet at times

I do like to get my big, fluffy jerseys on in the autumn! 😊

What a day in Chesterfield... (Story) Jamie got in touch with an offer I could not turn down.. He said he lived in Chesterfield which was not exactly next door but in this case I didn't care. He said he was 25 and worked from home 3 days a week, his partner was at work 9 till 5 every day.. He said that he was not interested in anything himself but was happy to help with my training if I was interested, he said he would put on some Holdups and was already smooth as was his partner... He said unfortunately I can't stop work but he can move the desk and put some pillows down for me, he said you can just help yourself for as long as you want, he said he often has to do multiple sittings, he said you can suck all day if you wanted, although he said 3pm may be a safe time to finish, he said once I had had enough I could just show myself out as he would still be working... How could I say no to that offer, I new I dropped my Wife off at work at 9 so could be at Jamie's at 10ish giving me upto 5 hours training...How perfect is that.. I grabbed some snacks and a pack up and off I went to Chesterfield.. I got there a little after 10 which was annoying as the traffic was worse than usual. He let me in and we briefly chatted again before he had to go back to work.. We had chatted extensively before hand anyway. I noticed he was wearing a dressing gown so I was guessing he was ready... He lead me into his study, a small spare room, where I noticed he had pulled his desk away from the wall, into the centre of the room, I could also see a selection of Pillows lining the floor under the desk. He was already sat down and was adjusting his dressing gown, I could only see a plain black t-shirt under his gown from this position.. He said, Help yourself and continue when you like, he pointed out the kitchen and living room and Bathroom so I could take a break at any point.. I put my bag down and got down onto the floor under the desk, luckily a good sized desk, there were even led lamps on the floor either side of the desk creating loads of light under the desk, I got down under the desk for my first look... OMG... There was a 6" soft very smooth full head showing co ck, hanging there, he was spread nice and wide with his Black Holdups on as he said he would, he had sat right on the edge of his chair.. I could not wait any longer. I got as close as I could and leaned and slid his cock head straight into my mouth, wetting his head with my tongue, I leant even further and sucked his full shaft into my mouth then slowly wetting it all fully untill I could slide my head up and down his shaft fully... After a very short time he slowly grew bigger and hard, I'm glad he was sat upright to there was minimal tension on his shaft, a smooth fresh looking shaft now about 7", I was in heaven, I sucked merrily on his shaft and every now and then switching to sucking on his co ck head alone, sometimes fast short sucks and other times full length sucks, also switching from tight grip to very gentle sensual sucking, I just had enough room to use my hand for a short but swift wank to give my mouth a brief rest.... I can't tell you how pleasurable this was, I could here him typing away at his work and here I am Servicing his co ck for as long as I liked... It was everything I could have wanted .. He could last too, it took me about 35 minutes before I noticed a few twitches, he shifted slightly, I sucked just the head of his co ck, waiting for my first reward, for the first time his keyboard went quiet and I heard a faint yes yes, then suddenly a huge jet of juice shot out to the back of my throat, I had to swallow mid flow as a second huge load was filling my mouth faster then I could swallow, luckily the third load was much smaller allowing me to mop up every last drop... Wow how amazing I thought, a huge meal and all this Training for free..all day.. I crawled out from under the table and glanced up at him, he gave me a smile and nod of approval then was back on his keyboard..... Look out for What a day in Chesterfield Part 2... ____________________ If you are local to Derby and can help with my Practice and Training like above then please get in touch. I don't expect anything else in return as you are already letting me use your co ck. All I ask is that you are Smooth Shaven with full head showing and are willing to wear Holdups Tights or Stockings. ( Which I could supply) Oh and if you don't mind will you let me Swallow please... It's part of the training. If you married or with someone I will keep it all quiet and as stated no Mess or Waste and of course No Evidence....

Bit of me

I did have Home alone fun yesterday, and a session I so enjoyed. Multiple toys, so much time with my biggest, even tried to get my can of Lynx spray to fit, but it was just a bit too big, for now, so I ordered a larger very ribbed dildo and big plug to make improvements, oh and 2 bottles of Lub. Well, a girl has to be kept occupied now winter is almost upon us. Going to be back in leggings and tights again soon as well. Winter does have is good points. I love to be out in my thick tights all the time when its cold, and Im walking in the mountains alone.

Omg I swear the ads are getting bigger and more invasive.... seems like the Devs don't actually give a shit about us....rant rant rant rant lololol.... I'm going to sleep now but I took some photos tonight.. I really hope you like them.. please try and leave comments because I absolutely love reading them...and it's really the only thing that gets some people talking to each other lolol honestly... I don't bite..." Or is that the problem?"....oooooer lolol.. goodnight/morning everyone..my beautiful family my gorgeous sister's I absolutely love you all you magnificent girls and admirers ❣️💖💝❣️💗💝💞🩷💕♥️😘

This might bit a bit better to sleep in well with out the heels

Hi ladies, last week was not a good week, last year my sister succumbed to lung cancer after a hard battle and 2 years before that my mother lost her fight to lung cancer also it was hard for us to watch them slowly lose the battle, what I'm saying is thank you all for being here That's the mushy bit over I will be back to normal soon

A bit of a fun video... I absolutely love this dress it's so clingy and soft... hope you like it, have fun today sisters... love you absolutely to bits 💗💗💗💗💗😘

A very big sorry to everyone I've been chatting with. The past few days have been very hard due til illness and other factors in life. I hope you all stay safe and well. You all have my love, and fingers crossed ill be back soon xxx

Who's gonna tame this lesbian with a male body?

🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 Dressed from the sublime to the ridiculous. The Flip Side Of The Rainbow. Up above the streets and houses Rainbow climbing high (Rainbow) Everyone can see it smiling (Rainbow) Over the sky. Paint the whole world with a rainbow. 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️

Need to try again-size 14/into a size 10 bikini is a bit tight 🤪🤪

Swimwear on bit windy so just sitting on caravan decking 😊

Interview Failure... Your suite's too short. Why did not come in tights? You are too old You have no rights Your bag's too big Your trausers's too wide You ride in tube In nights Your are not right...

Good evening everyone. Back home again and that weekend is just one bite away. Fancy a chat, I'm sat waiting 😊💋💋💋

Anyone else ever get that moment where you've got a whole morning to yourself to dress safely and privately, enjoy the time being your girly self...and then it just feels a bit flat? Maybe I was anticipating it a bit too much today. 🙁

Shaved today & did my eyebrows a little bit. Actually have my hair down today

Night Bird I pass the window In the night That hides Your secret life I am not jealous. May I Forget all Pleasant Past I stay a little Look And dream Of talks That were through Night. Two shadows In the room I leave. I never liked Your wife. You choose Yourself Another girl Another Tender lips Or maybe not And you're alone But no I better leave...

Night Bird ...

Any mature, verse, Essex, bi CDs on. Pm open for chats and fun x

Hertfordshire is a big place, surely i cant be the only one on here 🤷‍♂️

Good evening everyone. Hope you're having a good week. Tuesday has been a bit meh for me so hoping there's someone to brighten my day for a change 🙂💋💋💋

My body, my clothes. But I asked AI to make me a bit prettier. What do you think? 💜

A nice short latex skater skirt x I did a bit of ASMR video but this site has a crap video setup x #latex #skirt #stockings #suspenders

hopefully this back stabbing and the two faced people who were slagging me has stopped now and i hope the person who trolled me gets help cos the majotiy of you need it

Probably the last photos unless I take some more laters.... loving all your absolutely beautiful flattering comments and loving all of you to bits... stay beautiful and happy sisters and boys...❣️💝♥️💖❤️💞😘

Monday morning and spending a little bit of time with the dress 💗 👗 😍 💗💗💗💗

Create a cute kawaii editorial illustration blending storybook, travel-journal, and infographic styles. Use my selfie, preserving likeness, features, hair, skin tone. Cool, relaxed, unsmiling. Bold black linework, rounded forms, flat watercolour, warm earthy palette on aged paper. Scrapbook collage: centred, mid-thigh crop, with 5–6 chibi INTERESTS icons. No text. Ask for my selfie and 6 interests first. My 6 interests, Crossdressing, Headscarves, Satin, Dresses, Modesty, Makeup.

Bedtime - Pride march and a birthday party to attend tomorrow, separated by frantic search for a birthday present! Night lovelies (and the 'orrible folk like me) xxx

What a day in Chesterfield... (Story) Jamie got in touch with an offer I could not turn down.. He said he lived in Chesterfield which was not exactly next door but in this case I didn't care. He said he was 25 and worked from home 3 days a week, his partner was at work 9 till 5 every day.. He said that he was not interested in anything himself but was happy to help with my training if I was interested, he said he would put on some Holdups and was already smooth as was his partner... He said unfortunately I can't stop work but he can move the desk and put some pillows down for me, he said you can just help yourself for as long as you want, he said he often has to do multiple sittings, he said you can suck all day if you wanted, although he said 3pm may be a safe time to finish, he said once I had had enough I could just show myself out as he would still be working... How could I say no to that offer, I new I dropped my Wife off at work at 9 so could be at Jamie's at 10ish giving me upto 5 hours training...How perfect is that.. I grabbed some snacks and a pack up and off I went to Chesterfield.. I got there a little after 10 which was annoying as the traffic was worse than usual. He let me in and we briefly chatted again before he had to go back to work.. We had chatted extensively before hand anyway. I noticed he was wearing a dressing gown so I was guessing he was ready... He lead me into his study, a small spare room, where I noticed he had pulled his desk away from the wall, into the centre of the room, I could also see a selection of Pillows lining the floor under the desk. He was already sat down and was adjusting his dressing gown, I could only see a plain black t-shirt under his gown from this position.. He said, Help yourself and continue when you like, he pointed out the kitchen and living room and Bathroom so I could take a break at any point.. I put my bag down and got down onto the floor under the desk, luckily a good sized desk, there were even led lamps on the floor either side of the desk creating loads of light under the desk, I got down under the desk for my first look... OMG... There was a 6" soft very smooth full head showing co ck, hanging there, he was spread nice and wide with his Black Holdups on as he said he would, he had sat right on the edge of his chair.. I could not wait any longer. I got as close as I could and leaned and slid his cock head straight into my mouth, wetting his head with my tongue, I leant even further and sucked his full shaft into my mouth then slowly wetting it all fully untill I could slide my head up and down his shaft fully... After a very short time he slowly grew bigger and hard, I'm glad he was sat upright to there was minimal tension on his shaft, a smooth fresh looking shaft now about 7", I was in heaven, I sucked merrily on his shaft and every now and then switching to sucking on his co ck head alone, sometimes fast short sucks and other times full length sucks, also switching from tight grip to very gentle sensual sucking, I just had enough room to use my hand for a short but swift wank to give my mouth a brief rest.... I can't tell you how pleasurable this was, I could here him typing away at his work and here I am Servicing his co ck for as long as I liked... It was everything I could have wanted .. He could last too, it took me about 35 minutes before I noticed a few twitches, he shifted slightly, I sucked just the head of his co ck, waiting for my first reward, for the first time his keyboard went quiet and I heard a faint yes yes, then suddenly a huge jet of juice shot out to the back of my throat, I had to swallow mid flow as a second huge load was filling my mouth faster then I could swallow, luckily the third load was much smaller allowing me to mop up every last drop... Wow how amazing I thought, a huge meal and all this Training for free..all day.. I crawled out from under the table and glanced up at him, he gave me a smile and nod of approval then was back on his keyboard..... Look out for What a day in Chesterfield Part 2... ____________________ If you are local to Derby and can help with my Practice and Training like above then please get in touch. I don't expect anything else in return as you are already letting me use your co ck. All I ask is that you are Smooth Shaven with full head showing and are willing to wear Holdups Tights or Stockings. ( Which I could supply) Oh and if you don't mind will you let me Swallow please... It's part of the training. If you married or with someone I will keep it all quiet and as stated no Mess or Waste and of course No Evidence....

Test My Soul trapped Between the wall And prohibition sign Is wondering Where to go... To that in tunnel Light??? What if it is Just a light of lamp Or car Or lit for pray...? What if it is just in my mind That I should not obey... My body trapped By estrogen With tiny frenchy breasts That are so sensitive To touch Despite I am still dressed My legs a trapped In heels and tights The only way to move Into the tunnel With no lights To live To stay in mood. Don't touch me I am not a Doll - Fist Aiders Freindly toy My heart Is cold It bits with joy With Joy of getting old Make up Or lipstic Just old shoes Old bag And no return I am still trapped I am confused By time That passed That's gone Gone so unstoppable So wrong But who could Change its course? If I was young Again I'd choose My estrogen To fall? To stay as cold As I could be Not waisting Tears Hearts... My tiny breasts Nobody'd seen Why that become a must? Why I was hiding From my Love Why feared To crash ..? No trusting Hiding hands in gloves And lips from kisses taste. Why I am different From girls Who felt Being pregnant fast They never wanted Have a kid I dreamt And I was last.. Last in the order Waiting list? High estrogen Served first... My heart is broken That Love True Love Nobody Was... Was ever interested Meet Misled by estrogen. My heart was never Cold indeed.. You've failed test My test...

One off my biggest fantasy is to find a cd who lives locally to me winchester and Southampton area to become good friends go out for a drink crossdress together sometimes and chat to.

Bedtime, sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite, sweet dreams sissies and crossdressers......zzzzzzz

Lets get something straight here jacquicomberley knows nothing about me or my life i dont even know this person and rachel wilson and adniCD are two faced people believing crap from this person who deosnt know me at all and rachel willson i dont need professional help love im perfectly fine and andicd you dont know me so stop your bikcering and your sladnring and bull and fasle assumptions about m when you know nothing about me at all and neither does this strange person who likes harassing people jacquicombrley who has attackeed others on here as i have been told by many as they know nothing about me or my life at all so i suggest the hypocrites on here listening to her garbage speak tothe organ grindr not the monkey

Dream Flights Long Dream I jump Long jump In dreams In nights White wall Of disbelief Will I just land Upon sunrise? Or be with Air still Why I was flying In my dream? What Kind of bird I was Black Bird That cries Redeem Redeem Of everything Was lost...? Why I am hitting Always wall Why it is white At Night? Is it too much Be bird For girl And loose The earthy touch...? What if white wall All sudden falls To steal my shadow Shape...? What if my shadow Of the girl Have lost Its sense and place? ... What is my shadow? Penis Snake Or hand of sinking girl? Why I am flying To white wall? How big ? Am I night owl?

i guess not with all the back stabbing on this app im not surprised you slag each other off and tell me to kill my self