Does anyone use either of the apps? Are they working ok? I tried the ios app again but it isn’t working properly. The buttons at the bottom don’t work a lot of the time

Me again lol yeah I might be getting boring to some people lol but I'm having fun and I'm so bloody happy,,, your comments are absolutely what I look forward to reading they always brighten up my day you absolutely beautiful people...

They say the early gets the but i am hoping to get at least an 8ins trouser

The only thing I wish I had was smaller hands, I pass very well but no matter what jewelry and rings I wear I still have man hands. Wife says clothes, makeup and how I dress are all fine but I hate my hands, she says they are fine. Xx

Anyone near Derby/Nottingham Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Lol I did these photos about an hour ago because I said I would do this outfit for someone I think a lot of... I hope they like them I absolutely love dressing up like I was back at school lolol only this time being on the correct team ha ha ha ha ha

They say 'where there's a will there's a way', i have a cross dressing friend who hires a lock up, she's put wardrobes and chests of drawers in there and a dressing table with a mirror so she can do her make-up, its also electric lights and plug sockets, so when she wants to just dress or even go out for the night she has a place to go

School holidays are the worst. Just want to be in a dress and heels right now. Resorting to watching makeup tutorials to get my fix. Anyone else got stuff they do when they can't dress?

Thought of True Solitude

Same passage
Same landscape
Same story
They leave
All sudden
As betray
You walk
Alone
All your Path
The final
Lonely
Stage
That lasts...
It gives you time
To grow girl
To give her chance
To find
Her World
Express
Without
Underestand
Say words
Of neither hope
Or pretend.
To learn
Yourself
Without
Love
Without
Praying
From above
Two Angels
Maybe
Maybe None
Be strong
In travel
With no fears
To learn
New pains
New cold
True tears
And life
Will may be not
Enough...
But nothing
Changed
Indeed
Believe me
You Old
Would pass
The same same steps
But very lonely
At End....
Forgotten
Forceless
Ill
Or Dead...

But you are
Walking...
Not the end
Just be yourself
Please understand...

They are my new clothes

My picture of me in hospital may have offended people, but I was just trying to inspire people to be who they want to be, yeah I was wondering why some of my other pictures were not allowed, I'm sorry to everyone, but this site is for over 18 years and above, so move your fingers and don't look, but I'm still in the real world

These pics shouldn't get me in trouble. That isn't a real vag, obviously. I just wish I was a real biological female from birth so since I am not one and since I can't afford the gender affirming surgery, for now I wear this prosthetic vagina to look and feel female. Yes, I know, they're still not even close to the real thing, but the look alone helps me with my gender affirmation and identity.

Two pics are edited with a filter as the woman I want to be, one shows me naturally, as the ugly man I still am.

#sissy #sissyboy #sissies #sissyboys #sissygirl #sissygirls #femboy #femboys #femman #gurl #crossdresser #crossdressers #crossdressing #tgirl #shemale #shemalechrissy #sissychrissyinsandiego #chrissyinsd #trans #transgirl #transwoman #transfemale #sissychastity #malechastity #chastity #chrissyinsd #vag #prostheticvagina #fakevagina #fakevaginapanties #fakepussy #fakepussypanties #pussypanties #genderaffirming #genderidentity #HRT #boycitty #clitty #fakeclitty

The Pink Satin Parcel

The parcel arrived on a rainy Saturday morning, wrapped in plain brown paper packaging with nothing to hint at what was inside. I carried it quietly upstairs before anyone else noticed. It wasn't an expensive purchase or some rare collector's item just a vintage satin nightdress from an eBay listing that I couldn't stop thinking about.
I carefully unfolded the tissue paper.
There it was.
A beautiful sissy pink satin nightie, soft and unmistakably vintage. The faded label still read UK 32–34, although the seller had suggested it was more comfortable for a 30–32. It measured a generous sixty inch bust and fifty inches long. Delicate lace trimmed the neckline, and a tiny satin bow sat in the centre, giving it an unmistakably feminine charm.
It looked as though it had stepped straight out of the late seventies or early eighties.
The listing had been wonderfully over the top. It described "special Saturday nights," satin that whispered over the skin, and invited the buyer to imagine slipping into it after a long, stressful week. Part of me laughed at the dramatic sales pitch.
Another part of me couldn't stop reading.
There was something oddly familiar about it.
When I was young, I always found myself fascinated by the contents of my mum's bedroom drawers. Tucked neatly away were satin nighties, lace trimmed slips, and other beautiful garments that seemed to belong to a mysterious grown up world. I never touched them, but I often wondered what they felt like. The colours, the fabrics and the elegance stayed in my memory long after childhood had passed.
Over the years that curiosity never completely disappeared.
Eventually I accepted that I simply enjoyed feminine clothing. Wearing it wasn't about pretending to be someone else. It was about exploring a softer side of myself that I'd hidden away for far too long.
That's why I clicked Buy It Now.
For the next couple of days I found myself checking the tracking number far more often than I cared to admit. Every update made me smile. It felt strangely exciting knowing that this little piece of vintage femininity was making its way towards me.
When it finally arrived, I slipped the satin nightie over my head.
The fabric settled around me with surprising grace, cool and silky against my skin. It flowed almost to my ankles, and the lace rested gently around my shoulders. As I looked in the mirror, I couldn't help smiling.
I wasn't trying to become anyone else.
I was simply allowing myself to enjoy something I'd been curious about for most of my life.
The satin shimmered softly whenever I moved, and for the first time I understood why garments like this had once been treasured. They weren't merely nightclothes. They were a quiet ritual a way of ending the day with comfort, elegance and a little touch of luxury.
I made myself a mug of tea, picked up the novel waiting on my bedside table, and climbed beneath the duvet.
The satin moved gently as I settled into the pillows.
Outside, the rain tapped softly against the window.
Inside, everything felt peaceful.
The vintage style listing had promised anticipation, dreams and imagination. It had exaggerated, of course but not entirely.
Sometimes all it takes is a simple vintage nightdress to reconnect with a forgotten part of yourself. As I switched off the bedside lamp, wrapped in soft pink satin and surrounded by silence, I realised I wasn't chasing a fantasy.
I was simply embracing a side of myself that had been waiting patiently for many years to be welcomed home.

New red skirt from Triworks ..... they are actually skirt shorts

It's Friday! And so t bathe, shave, get sweet-smelling inside and out, dress up and makeup, and off to the Dungeon!
I wonder who i'll meet, and will they be fun?

Anyone near Derby Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

All i did was put a pair of my sister tights on just to see how they felt on my legs when i was pleasuring myself when i was 18 and the rest is history.

I wore this outfit all day - was totally in fem - Went to the hair salon- got my longer hair highlighted and brows waxed - the stylists know I am a man but they treated me like a woman and the other customers had no clue that I was not a woman.

Sometimes it's just far too much fun to mess around with these "mstress" bot accounts before you block them. Shame they don't like the same fantasies as me!

I love to do the weekly shopping with a panty thong under my shorts. Pushing a trolley past the milk and eggs feeling it ride between my cheeks adds that little extra spice to the mundane. And no one knows…. Not that attractive woman nor her hunky husband. What would they say if they knew? Hehe

Evening everyone hope you all have a wonderful weekend.
Boght this dress they said good for dancing they lied still cant dance in it

Anyone near Derby Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Out with my girls. Two days ago I spent the entire day shopping in womens casual wear. Started with a massage and the female massuse said she loved my outfit and how the chartreuse colors I wore were so coordinated. Then I went to a farm store, getting bird seed, where the clerk called me mam. Then to Walgreens where I know I had lots of looks when I picked up my prescriptions. A short but fun trip to Walmart where I looked at bras and dresses in my size. This was the funist part of the day. Then to Tropical Smoothie- everyone knows me there - but was fun to show up in fem. I was wearing Dear John shorts and the shape of my bra, with matching panties, under my sleevlless polo was slighty noticable. I was showing off my shaped and colored toe nails and my pink fingernails. I was in feminine bliss. --- Today I am getting my manacure redone. Love going to the stylists where they improve on my feminine appearance.

I hear how deeply hurt, angry, and let down you feel right now when someone has taken advantage of you or treated you badly, it’s completely normal to feel that intense frustration and to want to close off and protect yourself. Those feelings come from real pain, and they are valid in this moment.
That said, the broad statements you’ve made are understandable as a reaction to what you’ve been through, but they aren’t the whole truth. One person’s or a few people’s harmful actions don’t define every single person of that gender. There are people of all genders who are kind, honest, respectful, and capable of treating others with care.
Choosing to focus on self love, setting boundaries, and relying on yourself is actually one of the strongest, healthiest choices you can make. It means you’re taking back control of your life, your feelings, and your well being. Self reliance and looking after yourself first builds a solid foundation and when you’re ready, you can let people into your life who earn your trust and treat you the way you deserve.
If you ever want to talk through what happened, or just vent more to get it off your chest, I’m here to listen without judgment. You don’t have to carry all that weight alone.
Would you like some simple, gentle ways to start building that self-care and self-reliance routine you mentioned?

Blunt alleiniation

They asked
Me bluntly
Pain
In Vein
Are you a girl
Or Lesbienne ?

I sadly looked
To Past
To life
And whispered
No boys were
Mine

Nor girls
Nor humans
Only birds
And
Words
Were flying
Up to Lord.

Yes
I am
Lesbienne
And girl.
What does it
Matter
For you all?

Why do you
Want to know
Form
Of Love
When
This
Is given
From
Above...

You want
To know
If I'm yours...
That is the
Only of
Purpose?

Incest question

They often
Ask me
If I'm gay
With hope
And some lust...
I do not know
What to say.
If I am girl...
A must?
Yes I do
Transit
Yes I take.
Yes estrogen
Is high.
But I do never
Want a sex
Could It be so...
You mind?

Ok you
Do not know me
And see a girl
In dress...
Would you approach
Rough , with pain
And force me into bed?
I do like dresses
Do like tights
And Fashion
And Style.
I do mind questions
Of that type...
But you are always rough
And ask me why
I am hiding gay...
No laugh...
No pleasure
I feel pain.

I feel so angry
and so sad
There is no taste
No tact...
No love
No
Interest
Just
Sex
To drill
My skirt
To f***...

Yes I am mutant
Yes in dress
Not any more a man.
Yes High my body
Estrogen
And lips and breasts feel pain...
I hate your question!
Am I gay?
Not
Never
Nevermind
They still
Think
I am hiding
Truth
And ready
Bent
But shy...

No,
listen,
I was young and strong
Traped
With mad twenty bulls.
Yes they were gays
The sperm has boiled
The penises were long
The dominance
They fight fight fight
And F* and F*
Mad strong...
That eyes
Mad eyes
When you put boy
To suffer cry and tear
I never understood at all.
And never have forgiven.
I never liked sex meal
Yet
The play of dominance
Man never better been
In hole
Same breed and same romance...
Yes I survived
Nobody touched
Me ever to my back
But trust
Was lost forever
Guys
or Gays
Still same the end.
Since than
I never dreamed of sex
I wished to be a girl.
Stop asking me
It is incest.
Not delicate
At all

I dont mind AI pictures as they are often obvious. My life went on a certain road, so I dress when I am on my own or with a friend, but 99% of the time I can't dress due to work and life. Crossdressing for me is exciting and part of that can be fantasy. I am never going to be going down the aisle in a gothic church with a beautiful bride so its nice to see the fantasy. Its also useful to virtually try on an outfit or explore how i may look in a fantastic sexy skirt from some fantasy art. So here are two fantasy shots for me to share x

Hand washed some delicates ..... but couldn't resist putting them straight back on ..... after they dried of course

Anyone near Derby Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Today's run was enlighting. Very hot so I started my run in shorts and a bra crop top. Not sure if you can see my hips but they have grown about 2 inches in the last 2 years. The other item to notice is what is in the crop top. Amazing the effect of my sweat and the parts that do not seem to sweat. (Shows Cleavage?) I lost almost 2 pounds of water in this short 6 mile run. Note - if you run rememder to drink lots of fluids. Love to hear your comments. I think these photos really shouw the effect of my herbal hormones over the last couple of years. Thanks to all my gir and boy friends who have made different comments- they are greatly appreciated. And yes chatwith me whe you can.

Builders in the house all week. I'm getting withdrawal from my heels! Anyone want to cheer me up with what they've been wearing this week?

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Time for honesty fellas. Does any man on here actually like being a transvestite / cross dresser. Come on guys, be honest. I do not particularly like been one, wish I wasn't in fact. I have discussed these issues with a few female psychosexaul therapists, with a view to removing these feminine feelings I seem to get fairly regularly, and the strong urges to act them out. My idea was by speaking to these therapists if they could not totally remove these feelings, perhaps at least they could find a way so I could dampen them down, and have more comtrol over them, rather then been overwhealmed by them. Well unfortunately they all gave the same response, which was, this is part and parcel of your character, your psychological makeup, and there was little hope of changing it, these feminine feelings, no more than one could change their sexual orientation by force.
They suggested instead of fighting and hiding what I am / was inside, it would be a whole lot more easier to actually accept what you are, and show yourself some self compassion, which sounds great in theory, not to easy to do in practice. I present to the world in general, as a masculine man, and thats a fact, not as a soft, possibly feminine man, and if thats they way you present , Good Luck to you. Just my thoughts and experiences on the whole subject matter.

I would say lets be clear guys, because that's what most of us on here are. We will never be women, unless of course having you fully transition, I would say unless your lucky (?) enough to have a smooth soft face, your always gonna look like a fella in a dress, and if you aint got the posture and deportment of a real girl, unfortunately your just going to look quiet comical, and I include myself in that. Mind having said all that, perhaps most on here accept they will never pass as a woman, and are not trying to, but when that familiar need and compulsion to dress feminine comes round, there really ain't nothing like stepping into the softness of feminine clothing, and adopting as much as is possible the mannerisms, attitudes and movements of a female. But more than that its the freedom to be soft, kind, gentle empathic, to allow for a time these generally female qualities, and characteristics to emerge, at least for a while. Such attitudes generally unacceptable in the normal masculine role. Lets be clear, a man having desires to dress as a female, is not what you would call normal behavior in the eyes of the world. I fully understand there are different shades of sexuality, and everyone is different. Thank God for diversity. But I question would a real woman, when finding out her male partners desire to dress in the feminine, would really lose all respect and love for him, when he turns out not to be the man she initially thought he was, and perhaps while maybe accepting him would secretly snigger at him, and look to move on and away from him in the very near future. As far as I am aware women in general are seeking a masculine man, they seek out that polarity, so that they can step into their own femininity with ease, unless they are perhaps lesbian, or some other slice of sexuality.
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Dont want to sound crude but i love meeting up with crossdressing girlies. They know how to drain balls

My thongs for today! Pretty cute red micro mesh/ lace with adjustable straps. I just don't like how they put the tag on where you can't remove it completely without ruining the stitching.

Don’t get too worked up tonight ladies, another crazy hot one. Whenever I think of weeks like this,
I always think how awesome it must be to have chosen this week to visit London. Little do they know it’s an extremely rare occurrence. lol. Just me that thinks that?

So here goes...

Lots of things going on in life at the mo but who knows the freedom i may finally have if things come together

On the flip side i've now not only tokd and then been berated by a nasty old cow (i.e the witch mother)

But ive now told another 3 different group of friends,

I did it my way,

And it was hilarious!

They were all gobsmacked about the size of them

Joanna Rider requested a few pictures in my blue outfit, so here they are.

Hi there everyone im in Glasgow Scotland in the sun my girlfriend is at work thinking I'm fishing I'm having a lovely time a few girls passed saying they loved my dress xx

I guess this site is where im comfortable to be an open book right now,

I cant talk to many others as they beat me up and laughed about it when it was my secret

THAT HURT ME BAD!

THAT SCARRED ME!!

Im gonna go shower as like every other night im desperate for that long unrushed company as who im clearly wanting to be!!

Might even...

GO LIVE!!

IF...

YOU ALL HELP ME EMBRACE ME, ENCOURAGE ME,

SUPPORT ME, JUST BE THE PEOPLE WE ARE I GUESS!!!

I WANNA BE A FUCKING SLUT TONIGHT,

IF "ANY" OF YOU CAN FINALLY HELP ME GET LAID FOR HOURS OF THE BEST SEX WITH WELL..

A FUCKING DIRTY SLUT

THEN IM VERY VERY GAME!!

NO AND THESE ARE A FIRM NO!!!

NO BLOOD!

NO SERIOUS PAIN!

NO PISS!!

NO SHIT!

ABSOLUTELY "NO" BODY OR **** HAIR!

NO BIG BEARDS!!

NO FUCKING "FEET"!!

AND NO FATTIES!!



my likes....

Hung smooth all over (so they look silky) in shape and strong dom guys

Girls all i need to say to the rest of you is,

Nobody likes A HAIRY BITCH, its fucking disgusting and if you wanna be a bitch then make an effort!!

How can i share my number??

Love you girls and again...

THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FROM BEHIND THAT DOOR THATS BEEN LOCKED FOR 22 YEARS!!

as i wrote 22 years i just started crying

Guys... oh girlies

THIS IS A BIG 1!!

EEEEKKKK SO EXCITING TO!!

mummys little 42 year old boy tokd mummy yesterday morning that he has cross dressing since 2004,

They all knew for several humiliating reason over the years BUT...

MUMMY SAID IF BEING JESSICA MAKES ME HAPPY, THEN JESSICA CAN MOVE IN,

SO SHE DID!

GIRLS YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THIS!!




JESSICA..

THAT PROPER SEXY GIRL ALSO TOLD MUMMY SHE IS BI-SEXUAL AND CHANCES ARE JESSICA IS GOING TO BE TORN APART BY A GUY AS JESSICA EATS HIS WIFES YUMMY *****, AND THAT JESSICA WANTS TO BE A FUCKING PORNSTAR, AND SHE IS GOING TO DO JUST THAT!!


EVERYONE...



JESSICA HAS A HOME,


YAY, EEEEEEEKKK

SHE HAS BEEN SORTING HER ROOM ALL NIGHT, SHE HAS SOO NEW STUFF COMING AND SHE CAN PRACTICE HER MAKE UP NOW TO,


IM OVER THE MOON IM LIKE PROPER HAPPY WITH BEING ABLE TO BE JESSICA NOW, AND I CANT WAIT TO HAVE GUESTS OVER,

I GUARANTEE MUMMY IS GOING TO HEAR HER HELPLESS LITTLE GIRL SCREAMING ALL HOURS BECAUSE SHE IS GETTING SO MUCH PERFECT DICK!,

Soooo....

Who wants to come and see how naughty jessica's room??

The door is now open xxx

Hi everybody hope you are all having an amazing weekend.
It is a special person's birthday today and this person has been so kind and complimentary towards my posts and has a favourite look they enjoyed in a past post so tried to recreate with a twist to celebrate their special day

With regard to the comments that Ai is killing the site. I agree it’s a deception. But! For those that are critical, it’s a bit rich considering they don’t even post a face picture themselves.
I have one filtered pic. Not Ai. But it helped with my makeup. Just the once.

About relationships with women. Even though some women seem friendly to women like me, and even supportive, it always ends up almost the same.

Either you're just a toy that gets boring sooner or later. Or they're trying to force you into marriage, with all the responsibilities a husband would have in a marriage. Ultimately, the relationship breaks down,
and scandals ensue. That's why I'm not very positive about women writing private messages. For the same reasons, I'm not interested in dominatrixes when I see their photos, which pop up here and there.
I think this stems from a profound ignorance of our psychology; not everyone is ready to submit to women, far from it. Where does this stereotype come from?

And by the way, I lost my job because a female colleague harassed me. I turned her down, and she created hell for me at work. It's funny, yes, women complain about harassment at work from men. They do the same thing themselves, and then take elaborate revenge if they're rejected. That's why I feel more comfortable with men, or with sisters like me.
At the same time, I don't hate women. We can chat, hang out, be friends, but nothing more. And I keep my passion a secret from them. For the reasons described above.

Patti is in Tennessee mountains with friends and I noticed last night that one of my friends has very pretty legs that look to be shaved and this friend has very feminine feet , oh hell they’re no need in lieing I think he has sexy feet but he doesn’t know i dress and was fantasying about rubbing his legs and sucking his toes, was thinking how big and hard he may be, I guess I’m not going to find out right now, maybe I can hint around and find out if they dress, that would be amazing