For Nicoletta - not pretty, but dressed! For the pub, as always...

What happened to this site? It use to be make up tricks, cute nails, pretty dressed. Now its just smut

What a day in Chesterfield... (Story)
Jamie got in touch with an offer I could not turn down..
He said he lived in Chesterfield which was not exactly next door but in this case I didn't care.
He said he was 25 and worked from home 3 days a week, his partner was at work 9 till 5 every day.. He said that he was not interested in anything himself but was happy to help with my training if I was interested, he said he would put on some Holdups and was already smooth as was his partner... He said unfortunately I can't stop work but he can move the desk and put some pillows down for me, he said you can just help yourself for as long as you want, he said he often has to do multiple sittings, he said you can suck all day if you wanted, although he said 3pm may be a safe time to finish, he said once I had had enough I could just show myself out as he would still be working...
How could I say no to that offer, I new I dropped my Wife off at work at 9 so could be at Jamie's at 10ish giving me upto 5 hours training...How perfect is that..
I grabbed some snacks and a pack up and off I went to Chesterfield..
I got there a little after 10 which was annoying as the traffic was worse than usual.
He let me in and we briefly chatted again before he had to go back to work..
We had chatted extensively before hand anyway.
I noticed he was wearing a dressing gown so I was guessing he was ready...
He lead me into his study, a small spare room, where I noticed he had pulled his desk away from the wall, into the centre of the room, I could also see a selection of Pillows lining the floor under the desk.
He was already sat down and was adjusting his dressing gown, I could only see a plain black t-shirt under his gown from this position..
He said, Help yourself and continue when you like, he pointed out the kitchen and living room and Bathroom so I could take a break at any point..
I put my bag down and got down onto the floor under the desk, luckily a good sized desk, there were even led lamps on the floor either side of the desk creating loads of light under the desk, I got down under the desk for my first look...
OMG... There was a 6" soft very smooth full head showing co ck, hanging there, he was spread nice and wide with his Black Holdups on as he said he would, he had sat right on the edge of his chair.. I could not wait any longer.
I got as close as I could and leaned and slid his **** head straight into my mouth, wetting his head with my tongue, I leant even further and sucked his full shaft into my mouth then slowly wetting it all fully untill I could slide my head up and down his shaft fully...
After a very short time he slowly grew bigger and hard, I'm glad he was sat upright to there was minimal tension on his shaft, a smooth fresh looking shaft now about 7", I was in heaven, I sucked merrily on his shaft and every now and then switching to sucking on his co ck head alone, sometimes fast short sucks and other times full length sucks, also switching from tight grip to very gentle sensual sucking, I just had enough room to use my hand for a short but swift **** to give my mouth a brief rest....
I can't tell you how pleasurable this was, I could here him typing away at his work and here I am Servicing his co ck for as long as I liked... It was everything I could have wanted ..
He could last too, it took me about 35 minutes before I noticed a few twitches, he shifted slightly, I sucked just the head of his co ck, waiting for my first reward, for the first time his keyboard went quiet and I heard a faint yes yes, then suddenly a huge jet of juice shot out to the back of my throat, I had to swallow mid flow as a second huge load was filling my mouth faster then I could swallow, luckily the third load was much smaller allowing me to mop up every last drop...
Wow how amazing I thought, a huge meal and all this Training for free..all day..
I crawled out from under the table and glanced up at him, he gave me a smile and nod of approval then was back on his keyboard.....
Look out for What a day in Chesterfield Part 2...
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If you are local to Derby and can help with my Practice and Training like above then please get in touch.
I don't expect anything else in return as you are already letting me use your co ck.
All I ask is that you are Smooth Shaven with full head showing and are willing to wear Holdups Tights or Stockings. ( Which I could supply)
Oh and if you don't mind will you let me Swallow please... It's part of the training.
If you married or with someone I will keep it all quiet and as stated no Mess or Waste and of course No Evidence....

Finally. And rest…
Is there anything better than getting out of boring work clothes and slipping into something that takes all that stress and burden away of hiding your true self. How i would love to rock up to work in a dress and heels just once for the day. Or a nice pencil skirt and blouse. Oh well. Least my sofa enjoys my feminine self.

Was free day alone so want to being crossdressing all day and tonight was here this afternoon but just got changed had pencil skirt on with pantyhose on before but changed into more sexy skirt still got pantyhose knickers and bra from first thing morning on add stockings and leather shirt leather harness even some online shopping needed so new knickers and bras for my knicker drawer had to stock up on pantyhose ended buying a new skirt didn't plan to because I just love wearing pantyhose so because got new pantyhose ended up buying a new skirt to wear with them

Still gay man but got free day a lone so I going be crossdressing for the full day and tonight decided to going spend sometime in my back for first outdoors so put my my pencil skirts pantyhose and my men leather jacket I always like to mix and match with men and women's wear

So i try and give you some advice about how you dress, but you think I'm insulting you! Carry on looking like trash then, you can't help some people sometimes

My Dressing Session, Pt.1 05-09-2026

Wow! A beautiful dress! Simply fantastic!

Still a gay man just today had a free day so today going be crossing dress for the full day and tonight maybe till tomorrow put on my pencils skirt on pantyholes and my mans leather jacket because not nice day mix match with some mens wear too sometimes

Let’s sink into the visual language of this outfit — because it’s doing far more than simply “looking colourful.” It’s speaking in symbols, in textures, in emotional cues. And the page you’re viewing gives us a clear anchor: the dress is described as an eclectic mixture of baroque chains, chains‑and‑ropes scrollwork, colourful florals, and polka‑dot patterns pieced together like overlapping silk foulards .

Here’s what that actually means in terms of styling, symbolism, and mood.

Styling Analysis
This is a foulard collage look — the kind of aesthetic you see in vintage Versace, Etro, or scarf‑constructed couture. The styling choices create a few strong effects:

Pattern-on-pattern layering
The chains, ropes, florals, and polka dots aren’t meant to match; they’re meant to clash beautifully. This creates a maximalist, expressive silhouette — a visual declaration rather than a quiet outfit.

Silk‑like drape and flow
The long dress and headscarf move like liquid fabric. This softens the bold prints, giving the outfit a sense of elegance rather than chaos.

Headscarf + flowing dress pairing
This combination evokes ritual, ceremony, and intentionality. It’s not casual wear — it’s curated, almost devotional.

Black handbag grounding the look
Amid all the colour and pattern, the simple black bag acts as an anchor. It says: “Yes, this is exuberant — but it’s controlled exuberance.”

Symbolism of the Patterns
Each motif carries its own emotional and cultural resonance:

Baroque chains
Symbol of opulence, power, and ornamentation. They evoke heritage fashion houses and a sense of self‑possession.

Ropes and scrollwork
These motifs often represent connection, continuity, and the weaving of identity. They’re visual metaphors for holding things together — or binding disparate parts into a whole.

Florals
Softness, growth, sensuality, emotional openness. They counterbalance the assertive chain motifs.

Polka dots
Playfulness, whimsy, a touch of retro charm. They lighten the seriousness of the baroque elements.

Together, these patterns create a symbolic tension: strength and softness, structure and fluidity, heritage and play.

It’s a perfect metaphor for crossdressing as ritual — the merging of identities, histories, and emotional states into one embodied expression.

Aesthetic Mood
The overall mood is:

Joyfully maximalist
Nothing about this outfit hides. It celebrates visibility.

Ceremonial
The headscarf and flowing silhouette create a sense of ritual dressing — like preparing for a moment of personal significance.

Garden‑aligned
The florals in the fabric echo the flowers around the wearer. It creates harmony between the person and the environment.

Self‑possessed and radiant
The smile, the stance, the colours — they all project confidence and delight.

This is an outfit that says:
“I am here, I am expressive, and I am living in full colour.”

Test

My Soul trapped
Between the wall
And prohibition sign
Is wondering
Where to go...
To that in tunnel
Light???

What if it is
Just a light of lamp
Or car
Or lit for pray...?
What if
it is just in my mind
That I should not obey...

My body trapped
By estrogen
With tiny frenchy breasts
That are so sensitive
To touch
Despite I am still dressed

My legs a trapped
In heels and tights
The only way to move
Into the tunnel
With no lights
To live
To stay in mood.

Don't touch me
I am not a Doll -
Fist Aiders
Freindly toy
My heart
Is cold
It bits with joy
With Joy of getting old
Make up
Or lipstic
Just old shoes
Old bag
And no return

I am still trapped
I am confused
By time
That passed
That's gone

Gone so unstoppable
So wrong
But who could
Change its course?
If I was young
Again
I'd choose
My estrogen
To fall?
To stay as cold
As I could be
Not waisting
Tears
Hearts...
My tiny breasts
Nobody'd seen
Why that become a must?
Why I was hiding
From my Love
Why feared
To crash
..?
No trusting
Hiding hands in gloves
And lips from kisses taste.
Why I am different
From girls
Who felt
Being pregnant fast
They never wanted
Have a kid
I dreamt
And I was last..

Last in the order
Waiting list?
High estrogen
Served first...
My heart is broken
That Love
True Love
Nobody
Was...
Was ever interested
Meet
Misled by estrogen.
My heart was never
Cold indeed..

You've failed test
My test...

This dress is so super cute and girly! I went with bare legs and classic shoes this time

Same dress, different hair, different shoes, different tights! Cant decide which look i like better

New dress! And new shoes! These tights i'm wearing are so thin and shiny! I love the whole look!

I cannot wait to dress like this again on monday! Im so excited,my alter ego

One off my biggest fantasy is to find a cd who lives locally to me winchester and Southampton area to become good friends go out for a drink crossdress together sometimes and chat to.

Me up late again lol decided to dress earlier tonight and got some more photos.. I really hope you like them.. I said to my friend I hope he likes deutscher girls lolol I reckon I could bring everybody a nice cold beer...... take care all you absolutely beautiful gorgeous people...my family... I love you all so very much 🩷

I hope you all had a great day sorry i haven't upploaded new pics but it is kind of hard when i live with other people who don't understand that just because i crossdress doesn't mean im gay or a sissy or whatever stereotype comes with crossdressing but it literally is just a hobby for me like building models or playing video games

Bedtime, sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite, sweet dreams sissies and crossdressers......zzzzzzz

This dress is short and tight but makes me feel sexy as hell

Damn you 'Search This Image With Google Lens' - An individual models an elegant, black satin maxi dress with a vibrant pink and purple floral pattern. The dress features a high mock-neck collar with a keyhole cutout, full-length blouson sleeves with gathered cuffs, and a flowing A-line silhouette, styled with statement red cat-eye sunglasses. AN INDIVIDUAL? I'M ALL WOMAN WITH A C0CK AND BALLS.

Lust
Any More

I'm chained
For night
To Wall of Wishes
The Orange wall
Of cold sharp bricks
I'm chained
Alone
You have thrown
Forever in my heart
That nick...

Among my dreams
Among my Wishes
I am undressing
Under Moon
Alone Wolfess
Talks to Owl
And cry all night
Just to herself
Just to the wall
The feelings chain
The heart with hole
The wound
Not healing
Though it might
The silence,
Coldness
Clear mind,
Sharp stunning cry
Of Wolfess in the night...
"I am still here
I'm alright..."

Old song of Love
So frightening
For sheeps
Old words
Of loosing trust
To creatures...
You left me
Cowardly
And she...
Undressed
So happy
Plays with you
With lust
With lie
Without promise
Without
Any " I love you..."
Just stealing
Kisses
Nights
And years....
Without need...
Why I am forever
remembering just only you?
Still
In my nights
Why?
Is it spell?
To make me feeling
Wall and chains so well
To make me
Loving dog...?
Again..?
No way...

Is it what I am bound for?
I could not get it any more...

I just love the marks of lipstick on a glass then you dressup. It feels to me so femine, couse you leave femine signs.
P.S. i did got in trouble for leaving lipstick marks on glases, cigaret filters... that allways raise a question with whom you were with!! Boy if they knew the truth

Babybridgette,

It is clearly that you are going through some stuff.

But reality check --》
It is also, highly unlikely that you will find the kind of help and comfort you seek, on a site where people post pics of their dics and balls, offer the domantrix services and look for sexting sessions.
Several people did their best and tried to talk to you, and we all (unfortunately) know how it ended.

I would strongly advise you to seek some help in a form of a trained specialist.

Now, if we can all go back to dressing up, that would be nice.

DND session, but we have to dress as our characters ^,^

Dressed how I feel, styled how I like.

I want someone to dress with me and dance

Good afternoon beautiful girls, Patti had some free time and tried on a few dresses

Loving this pretty sissy dress!

OMG how gorgeous is this new dress might be my new favourite xx

New Babydoll Dress

How many find the urge to crossdress so addictive and impossible to stop like i do .

Im so looking forward to collecting my ruffled t hooped petticoat to wear under my favourite vintage bridesmaid dress,it will be so exciting to put on the dress then step into the petticoat and lift it up to my high waist then dropping the huge skirts of the dress over it then looking so huge and full,im so excited,just need tights next to feel the petticoats rub against them

Here's the rest of the photos.... hopefully you'll like them.. I had so much fun dressed up in this outfit I didn't want to take it off lolol I've got another outfit I'm going to try on later... I'm off shopping so remember just how much I absolutely love all you beautiful people..my dear friends... love you all so much...🩷. I've gift wrapped my heart for you

A very close darling friend, who admittedly I’ve shared my most intimate feelings with showed me something I desire most as a woman today,
Nothing rude, but totally what I would love to share with a woman like me.
I must also say even though I do dress privately, I so want to meet a girl / woman like me, so if this site doesn’t error message me, I shall share my dream night and thank my darling friend as this truly resonates with me.
I will finish by saying, there are some truly gorgeous girls / women on here that I love to engage with but there are many that should leave.
Bethany my darling your percent right.

Remember when this used to be a site about crossdressing rather than drama?

Anyway, here's a (filtered) picture of me in a dress I found to get things back on topic...

The deranged Romani fortune teller wanted me to cross her palm with silver. "Your greatest wish shall become your worst nightmare" Now I'm cursed to be a 65 year old crossdressing sissy.

Thought I'd share the picture that started my love of crossdressing when i was 21. I know the combination of bra panties doesn't work but i just felt so good.

Morning everyone! Its so nice to get a bit of time with the dress before going to work

Omg it's late/early again lolol this is the new dress I got but wasn't in the right place to try it out... but I'm feeling a lot better today so I took a few photos with it on... I really hope you all like it... people often ask me how I can be so happy... it's because of you...you all make me happy... I absolutely love you all my so much 🩷

I do dress daily, I absolutely adore being the woman I am, I have been away this weekend with family. However, I must say the woman in me is mentally always there, I do believe I think as a woman even when I’m in that male persona, which I must say is becoming to feel uncomfortable sometimes.
I have had such gorgeous intimate conversations with my girl friends on her with a view to a meet, hopefully soon, so if you read this you know who you are and I send you my love as I can’t wait to meet you.
AML Millie xx

Has any1 been approached by a account called Riae2107 for a modelling career as a crossdresser

Just some random pics of me, been told numerous times that i need to put myself out there and find a decent guy or cross dresser, I'm bi and a bottom

Little treat from M&S. My first thong. Can't wait to try with rest of black lingerie and mini dress.x

So just got home from a night out ........ wide awake ...... so I'm thinking of dressing ........
What do you think ?

Just for fun x tonights dress up ! X

Hi all. I hope you’re all enjoying life. Just wanted to post this link to one of my YouTube vids. Still remember the buzz i got from the potential of getting caught dressed in one of my cheerleader costumes.
https://youtube.com/shorts/s-lwRnTwZuI?is=2d_mzOtu-_NHqg-q

Derby UK Lingerie CD xx

Notice - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get (Me)...

Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx
My preferences are as follows...
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls
Full Co ck Head Showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx