Trying hard. Im wanting to transition but no money and especially don't know where to start. I don't have many people in my life who can help but just came out to girlfriend that I enjoy wearing women's clothes and have been caught as a child wearing women's panties and bra she's taking it well don't have no family left that talks to me mother committed suicide i was 38 then father passed 6 months later lung cancer. I grew up in the system child welfare had custody of me at age 8. Been stabbed in stomach in 2002 buddy got months i got 400 stiches 60 staples and a bunch of stuff taken like 5 feet of intestine it was a mess . I could go on and on but im not going to just had to tell someone. Oh now because of housing crisis i don't technically have an address. If you made it this far thanks for listening have a wonderful day and just be kind to people and help people when can and just love. Sending lots of love thanks peeps

Well ladies I’m off to assist my brother for a week needs a garden wall doing gonna be a hard week lol

I am learning italian intensively, Next year I have to work to London 6 months improve my english level to a native level, and 6 months in italia !!

I can't wait to visit London again with my favorite districts : the City, the banking district with amzing glasses tower like the shard, and Camden Town, the punk district with iconic shops and streets foods.

According to italian, to reach a beginner level in Italian, you need to work 400 hours to understand it. Currently, I spend 6 hours a day and learn a wide vocabulary list through daily scenario writing, questions, answers, and memorization games. A native speaker knows just over 14,000 words. I know already 100 words

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Why is so hard to find a guy that knows how to treat a ladyboy. I love my legs in stockings to be touched more then a rub. Is that so hard to ask.

(Training Offer - Part 1) Sample Encounter

I'm always a little dubious when someone emails me with an offer as there are so many scammers out there, but I received this email from a Paul down near Cambridge who had been chatting to Mark at the shop in Manchester who had the machine which he called 'Training and Extraction' which you can also read about in the CD Stories Group, and Mark had said I was interested in further Training and that he, Paul should contact me, so before replying I gave Mark a quick call and asked, sure enough he did chat with Paul so that was fine....
I replied to Paul saying that yes I'm always interested in extra Training and just wondered what was on offer, he explained that Mark suggested I may with to Train more on my Deep Throat and if I was interested he was on the pretty generous side, I said oh yes of course but what did you mean by generous....
Well his reply was incredible, he sent me a number of pictures of what I thaught at first was a joke, but no it was real, he was 9.5" Soft and just over 11" Hard Long and Slim, OMF god, I was amazed and shocked and Hard all at the same time, I was so so keen to get there now....
I sent the, That looks amazing reply and yes I'm interested, and we arranged a time and Date, I did say because of the Distance I would only be able to stay for around an hour so what did he we could get done in that time...
He said if it was pure Throat Training he would expect to last 20 minutes before cumming but after a short break would manage maybe 25 minutes before time was up.. I said that was Amazing and was worried how well I would do, He said with his Training he would guarantee after 10 minutes he would be fully in, I said OMG that seems an impossible dream, he said, No once you get used to ignoring the gag reflex, the depth makes no difference, he also said breathing is the other key part of the lesson, but we will deal with all this once I was there.
The day finally came, I dropped the Wife of at work first thing and Headed straight down towards Cambridge, I arrived at around 11:15am, as I knocked on the door I realised I had no idea what he looked like as like me does not show his face, To be honest in this case his face was irrelevant, I'm here for one thing only...
A man answered the door and we both introduced ourselves and sure enough it was paul, like me very ordinary looking for 48,
He invited me in, we chatted for a while then I asked him what he would like me to wear, to my suprise he said when he is helping with training he is not bothered about that at all. It's all about getting you to your goal, He said we will clean up and then get started. He went first followed by me.
We headed to the Bedroom where there was a weight Training bench, the type with the changeable angle, he said this is the perfect Bench for this training, oh ok I said, he then said I have this long piece of sponge which you like on and goes over the edge at the back to protect your neck, I said yes that makes sense.
At this point he takes of his briefs, and OMG I have never seen one so big close up, I had already popped out my Thong with such a site, three quarters of the way to his knees, he said during this Training we will be using flavored Lube for your mouth as at this point it will help quite a lot and not do any harm, That's great I said, he then said I can play and feel it a little if I wanted to before we start, oh yes please and held it in my hand, wow, even if I had four hands it would not be enough, it felt warm and amazing, the skin already all the way back like my own, so clean and ready, he said right shall we start, yes I said great, I lay down on the machine then moved again so he could adjust the hight, that's better he said, perfect hight, only two clicks up, quite shallow slope, 20° at the most..
I lay down again and had my head over the end, he said it's important to have your head right back as it keeps your mouth and throat straight so no obstruction, he applied the lube and said I will slide it in till you gag or choke and pull out again, I will continue like this but each time push a little further, untill hopefully I will be fully in, if we get to that then we can start Throat Fucking Training, oh wow I said.
He placed the tip of his massive shaft just in my mouth on my tongue, he said are you ready, I gave a muffled yes...
Goto Part 2

(Training Offer - Part 2)

He held his shaft and slid it straight forward until it reached the back of my throat and I made a little noise, he pulled out and did it again, same thing, a little choke and out again, This went on for several minutes when he said how are you doing, I said I guess I'm not that good so far as we are not getting far, he said actually I'm over half way already, wow really I thaught you had not moved further, he laughed and said from now on breathing will be difficult untill I'm out again, ok I said...
He rested his shaft in my mouth again and gently held my head and slightly pulled it back a little more, then he slid his shaft a little further momenterrily stopping me breathing, out then in again, a little further, I felt it very deep this time, but the gag no worse than normal, out he came so I could breathe then in again, ten minutes went and then all of a sudden in he went and I felt his sacks hit my face, FFS I did it, amazing, out it came..
He said well done, you have just swallowed a 11.5" C ock... I'm so happy i said, cannot believe it, he said would you like to progress to Throat Fucking, oh yes please I said... He then asked, do I C um in or out, oh definitely IN please, all the way please, He said ok great but remember when I cum it will be the longest pause, probably two pumps so a few seconds but it will feel much longer, ok I said...
He slid his massive shaft back in, this time the in and out was a little faster so I had to learn when to breath, in one thrust out the next and so on, it was an incredible feeling, mega tight down your throat, gag feeling all the time, just trying to ignore it, in and out, he went on for ages, probably only ten minutes but felt longer, I noticed his speed changed a little, and the shaft got slightly harder, I new he was close, then all of a sudden a fast thrust and held me deep, I felt the throb all the way through my neck, I could feel the pumping of his shaft, then the second pump then a quick pause, then he pulled out, still a little drop coming out...OMFG I said that was amazing, he said you did really well and hopefully if you want we can go again, oh god yes please I said...
I said I could feel the pump but not the juice, he said it's too deep to feel the juice but it's nice you can feel the throbbing..
We went off for a drink and a rest...
Paul got up and went to the bathroom, after a few minutes he came out and asked if I was ready, I said yes and followed him back to the Bench, he said I'm going to lower the bench almost to flat, a more natural position to get used to, I said yes that makes sense, I lay back down on the foam and placed my head over the end again, he said I'm just putting a little lube on, I will do exactly the same as before but skip the short step, ok I said and placed his massive Rod on my tongue again, you ready, he said, a little nod, yes from me..
He slid the Rod straight in, not too fast but constant, he did not stop till I gagged or chocked, which always seems worse at the throat entry point, beyond that made little difference, He pulled out then in again all the way this time, I felt his sacks hit my mouth, amazing feeling, getting used to the gagging feeling take alot of time but it did seem less awkward after a while, my Throat F uck was going amazingly and after 10 to 15 minutes, like the first time I could sense the change, he sped up a little and now started moaning and just then he pushed right in and held my head still, I felt his Rod Pulsate and Pump, as the Juice flowed straight down, a brief pause and another Pump of juice, filling me up, he pulled out and a little drop was left, he said that was really good for a first training session, thank you I said, it was amazing for me too....
He said I may get in touch for more Training if your interested at some point, yes definitely I said..........

( More great Encounters and Stories in the CD Stories Group)

Is hard to describe how comfortable lingerie is, I wish I could wear it outside every day

(Training and Extraction Part 1)

I received an email from a Mark who owned a Sex Shop up in Manchester and apparently they had spent an obscene amount of money on a new machine called Training and Extraction, he said it can cater for both sexes, he wanted to know if I would care for a Free 30 minutes test, which apparently would cost you £50 to try, I did not wait and replied straight away, yes I would love to come and try your new machine. We selected the best date for both of us and told me where to park and how to get to the shop, he said just mention Training and Extraction when I get there so they know who I am....
Parking was an absolute bitch and it was very busy but eventually I made it to the shop, the usual all blank fronted shop, I went in and sold the friendly staff I was here for the Training and Extraction Machine, they all shook my hand and led me through Ito a back room, a well lit fancy room made up mainly with Velvet in Burgundy but there in the middle was the machine with 3 obvious sections..
The main central piece looked fixed and was curved and soft obviously so you can lie on your front on it, it had two handles, one one each side at one end, and a small hole in the middle on the other end, Mark told me the the Hole is made out of super strong Flexi rubber and that the two handles at the front move forward and back depending how tall you are.
Mark showed me the Machine to the rear and it was a large wheeled machine with two rubber funnels at the front, one just above the other, he said not only does it go forward and back but also up and down and can even pivot, he then told me that the front machine was identical, next Mark handed me a large Dildo, well sort of it was very long probably 13" or so with a screw thread at one end, but the rest was very soft and flexible, you can easily squash it between your fingers, this fits on the rear machine with another if needed and exactly the same single one on the front..
The hole he said was for the men and it's a very expensive pump, I said do you have to be hard to try it, he said No it will do that for you, wow I said. If woman comes in the hole does not get used, instead you can attach the second Dildo... He said the best part is on the laptop and showed me the program that runs the Machine, he said you can adjust everything from here, Height, Depth, Pressure Sensitivity, Every aspect can be adjusted from here, he said once you are on the machine there is a panic button to press but if you do that is your turn over. He asked me get ready which I did and got onto the machine, I slid my limp Clit into the hole and Mark moved the handles back for me, he went behind me and set the machine up and pushed the funnel up until it was touching my Ass, he said it's already Lubed, he then went round the front and said this is the bit that takes some getting used to, he pushed the front machine up and my head tilted forward and the funnel was fully in my mouth, wide over the funnel..

Goto Part 2

(Training and Extraction Part 2)

He said the white button is to start it when you're ready, he said that when the resistance gets lower it will increase the depth automatically, if you are too tense it may stay the same, it's on Normal sensitivity.
Mark said that both ends start at 5" and can change Half an inch at a time automatically untill resistance is met...
When you are ready press start, Very Nervously I pressed the button....
Sure enough, Both ends had 5" of soft Dildo pushed in, just touching the back of my throat and squeezing into my Ass, but the amazing bit was my Clit got sucked into the machine under pressure and I could feel something sliding up and down the shaft, instantly I was hard, and the pumping got more intense, the hole also felt tight as I got bigger, after a short time I noticed the front piece already went further down my throat and same with the Ass fuc king end, my Clit was now solid and being pumped up and down and felt warm and wet too. After about 10 minutes I was getting very close, the feeling was so intense, I could not hold it any longer, and Shot My load into this machine, I had twenty minutes left yet and had cum already, OMG I was so tender, but continue it did, sucking hard as ever, oddly enough it did not go soft, but could I stand the tenderness.... I had too as it was all free, 20 minutes were gone and both Ass and Mouth felt really deep, I gagged every stroke and moaned on every Ass stroke, OMG this is getting intense....
I don't believe it I'm getting close again yet still so tender from the first time, no no not yet I thaught, but nothing I could do this Machine Sucked another load of Juice out of me and still it continued and still hard, but OMFG Tender is not the word ...
5 minutes were left, my mouth was aching but I was getting used to the Gag feeling and it was going very deep now, My Ass was a little sore but it did feel very deep..
I was definitely getting to that point where I had enough yet at the same time it was Amazing, I could see exactly why it was a Training Machine, as it was just that, Expanding the Ass Cavity Capability, Teaching Deep Throat and Pumping you dry at the same time...
You know I think another few minutes and I would have been Drained again... I was so sensitive and my Ass felt Stretched, Back of my throat was a little sore but fine.
Mark told me that the Mouth Dildo got to 9" and the Ass side got to 8.5" before the Machine decided there was too much tension...
What a Amazing Machine.

(Hope you liked this Story - loads more like this and more in the CD Stories Group.)

Feeling very horny right now and I would love to have something hard to suck on yummy x

(On My Round - Sample Story)

I was out posting my letters as usual and had a packet for this particular House, now this was the first time I had knocked on this door since the old residents left, A gurl answered the door, and to be honest at first I was a bit shocked to see this man dressed in Slutty Lingerie and then answering the door, he like me was older in the face but he had a very short Pleated Skirt in Black and Very Loud Stockings also in Black, you could clearly see the Stockings tops and just a glimpse of the tip of her Clitty just below the skirt, he had a black Top on that was fairly tight and she seemed fairly slim....
You have a Packet to Sign for I said, at which he said ok that's fine, then there was a shout from someone else, maybe his wife, saying who is it, the Gurl shouted back it's the Postie with a Packet.... Oh ok she said, then said bring him in.. This Gurl said oh come in a second so I did and stepped into the door way, at which she stretched round and shut the door, a lady came down the stairs and said what do you think of this outfit and pointed to the Gurl, very nice I said.
She grabbed my hand and walked me into the living room and sat me down on the sofa and asked Pat to sit opposite which she did but with her legs spread wide so I could not see the full Clitty, smooth and about 5" soft.
She raised her voice and said what are you looking at, I was shocked and Startled and did not know what to say.... Well she said..
Err well her Clitty, I said, you what, the woman said, you were looking at my Husband's C ock...
I'm sorry I said at which she said it's too late for sorry now and told her husband to stand over me on the sofa with his legs spread, with this Clit a few inches from my face..
The woman then said to me, suck it now, in a firm voice, I said, well I really should... She interrupted me and said Suck my Husband's C ock Now.. ok I said and started sucking his Clitty, It soon went hard, and during this I noticed this woman undoing my belt and before I could say another word, Pulled down my Trousers, in fact after pulling and tugging she got them off all together including my underwear, keep sucking she said, then she parted my legs as far as she could and started sucking my Clit, she did not Waste any time either, before long I was also hard...
The Lady got up and told me and her Husband to move and said to lie down on the rug, so I lay on the rug, she then told her Husband to 69 me Backwards so his Clitty was in my mouth but all I could see was his belly button, she made him lower down till half of his Clitty was in my mouth, she then said keep sucking, so I did, sucking up and down his shaft, each suck making me choke slightly as he hit the back of my throat, during this the Lady straddled me and slid my Clit into her ***** and started Fucking me at the same time, FFS I thaught, I'm supposed to be working.... She said let me know when you get close both of you, To be very honest it wasn't long, when I said I was getting close, she stopped and I carried on, not long after her Husband said I'm getting close now at which his wife said, Turn round to him and carry on... He turned round and she pushed his head onto my Clit and said both of you Suck and don't stop till I say.. .
We both sucked as fast as we could and it was not long before I said I was close, he kept sucking, then his wife said, don't you dare waste any to him, then lightly kicked my leg and said, that goes for you too.. I carried on, I could not hold it anymore and exploded into his mouth, and he was swallowing, She said every drop.... I could here him moaning and twitching and suddenly exploded into my mouth, two big loads, I swallowed it all down but kept sucking till every drop had gone down, as did he ....
She eventually let us up and told me to get dressed, at which point she showed me to the door and said thank you for my Packet, see you tomorrow and closed the door....
WTF Tomorrow I thaught, No surly not every day.....

( There are Loads more Stories on the "CD Stories" Group so join and add your story, Anything you like xxx 🩷)

OMG.. I love having my panties being pulled hard between my cheeks then pulled down slow to my knees

(Anal - How Easy is it!!!)

Well it's a topic that always Cums up everyday on every single CD and Gay and Regular Porn site's on the planet, But how easy actually is it....

Well let get down to all the tiny detail, this is not a How to Guide, but it is here to guide those Interested to avoid some problems and pitfalls if you don't do your homework.
This is many people's view....
Let's get together you can bend over and I can push my hard piece up your ass and give it to you hard... Yes right.... Wrong
Why not you wonder..ok here you go

A. Fist of all have you heard of a "Dousch" maybe if you read my stories, if not it's used as a Water Enima used before sex... There are a few different types but essentially it's like a Balloon with a non sharp tube in the end, sometimes it's a rubber squeeze with a plastic tube...How you may ask, well before you have your important shower, you take your Dousch and put very clean Warm water in it and squeeze it into your Ass which you then release down the Loo, do this until things are clear.
But why bother when we can just get on with it.....well read on ...

B. Hairs..... So what you may say, just push through them... Ouch No No No.
Hairs can act as Razor Blades for your ass and Bleeding can occur Very Easily so unless you want some nasty infection. Then I suggest dealing with that issue easy enough..... Or take no notice and see how you manage...

C. For want of a better word Stool...Poo...Shit for you common lot ...
Why does this matter......Are you kidding me, if you ram your pole up there full of poo, you could cut yourself of perferate the bowel wall.. it's your choice but the Dousch above seems a better idea to me... But in the end I'm not telling you what to do ...

D. Cavity... This is more a general knowledge bit .... We are all different and such so is the size of our Anal Canal.... So take it easy and build up, don't go gung ho otherwise damage can be done.

If you know you are having Anal Sex on a particular day then me personally would not eat anything after Tea Time the day before but make sure you get plenty of fluids instead, this will make the whole process easier, this way your body will be rid of the waste before hand, this makes using the Dousch easier....

Cleanliness and Preparation is the key to a very good time. Of course this is only my opinion.... You have to follow your own path...

Feeling absolutely girly today, girls size doesn’t matter as long as it’s hard, CD and trans girls are more lovable

Good evening my lovelies. I'm sorry for being absent last week, far too much on at work and I hit the weekend hard. It was all I could do to prop my frilly sox up and snooze! Hope the weekend was not too disappointing. You know I had a dream once where I got to school and was getting ready for PE and my football boots had been swapped for ballet slippers! I suppose my subconscious was telling me something Well, just about to dive into a chicken casserole. Yes I know it's summer and it ought to be a chicken salad but you tell my toes it's time to pack up my tights! Xxx

Patti is wanting out, but she has to stay hidden until kids go back to school, because I am a closet dresser and dreams of the touch of another,Patti loves sexy feet and hard nipples, I feel so girly when I put on girl clothes, Patti loves all you beautiful girls on here

Having a hard time with life at the moment keeping the cross dressing from my wife because I am scared of her reaction.
How do you even start to come out as a cross dresser ?

I don’t go out dressed as a cross dresser it’s all behind closed doors and when my wife is in work at night.

The problem also is I’m finding I’m buying more clothes and makeup and they will be found eventually then is she going to think they all belong to some other woman ?

Would like to know others scenarios that have unfolded and how you have resolved it

This has two questions who would want them that big and surely it must be hard shopping for outfits that fit xx

Needed to make up to the £35 you now need to spend on amazon for free delivery so I thought I'd get some lipsticks. How hard is it to choose a colour. Ended up with a shimmery orangey one and a light reddy purple one. Will show when they arrive.

It was hard change into my new dress in my car when i was out in the other outfit

Hello , I am really horney I want to grab a sissy or girl and **** them so hard until we cum , anyone interested

I'm finding it harder and harder to be 'bothered' to dress. I shaved my legs yesterday yet I just can't get motivated to change clothes. Am I falling out of love for crossdressing?

Any hot bitches out there wanna trade sexy pics? Plus, anyone know how to share vids.. there's a couple girls who wanna see me ride a dildo extra hard..

This is bang on rite , just reading and thinking about it is gettin me horny and hard ❤❤❤❤

#fun #hard

HYE GUYS IM SISSY ANYONE FOR **** ME HARDER LOVE TO DO BDSM DISTROY MY FACE FILL MY MOUTH WITH YOUR SALTY DRINK PISS ON ME DUMB ME LIKE A BITCH

I would love to be rapping my lips around your hard ****, yeah no strings you can just empty your balls and then leave, I'm alone and feeling so horny and turned on and I want to be used xxx

About 20 years ago I bought some satin tanga panties, really distracting with the ruffled fabric on the elastic, and the cut being so far from anything else I had worn. They are harder to find now (unless you have plenty of money) but I so loved them I think I might have to go shopping again soon! Xxx

Hi all , new here, been cd for over 40 years X finally coming out of a very hard shell x