Happy 4/20 to those who partake x

At 65, I've spent decades as a transvestite sissy crossdresser, keeping my feminine side tucked away like a guilty secret for most of my life. Skirts, stockings, heels, and lacy things brought me a private thrill and a soft kind of peace, but they also came with shame and isolation. Then volunteering stepped in first in drab male clothes at a local charity shop and quietly cracked the door open to something more. Over time, the idea of exploring crossdressing while volunteering became a gentle, thrilling possibility that blended my two worlds: giving back to the community while letting my sissy self breathe a little in public. Crossdressing and volunteering intersect in beautiful, sometimes nerve wracking ways. Many of us in the crossdressing community already love charity shops and thrift stores they're treasure troves for affordable feminine clothes, vintage dresses, silky blouses, and heels that fit just right without breaking the bank. Shopping there "en drab" (in male presentation) is common and relatively low-pressure; staff rarely bat an eye at a man browsing the women's section, especially if you're polite and purposeful. But taking the next step volunteering while presenting as your feminine self feels like leveling up. It turns the shop into a stage where you can practice being seen, contribute meaningfully, and feel the quiet joy of service wrapped in the fabric that makes you feel most alive. Sorting donations, steaming garments, arranging displays tasks that already feel creative and domestic become even more satisfying when you're doing them in a skirt or blouse that matches the very items on the rails. There's a special little rush when you handle a pretty dress that might have been perfect for your own collection, knowing it's going to help someone else while you get to embody your softer side in a purposeful setting. For many of us older sissies, volunteering offers a gentle way to ease into public expression without the intensity of a full "night out." Charity shops tend to attract kind, community minded people older volunteers, mums, young folks gaining experience, and all sorts in between. The environment is often forgiving and focused on the work rather than on you. Conversations flow naturally over pricing or styling, and you can let your feminine mannerisms show a bit more without forcing anything. It builds confidence the same way my early drab shifts did: through small interactions, teamwork, and the satisfaction of helping keep good clothes out of landfill while raising funds for worthy causes. Of course, it's not without its layers. Some days you might worry about being read, or about awkward questions, or simply about whether the team will accept you. Experiences vary some places are wonderfully inclusive, especially those with ties to causes or progressive areas, while others might feel more traditional. Starting small helps: perhaps a short shift, a subtle feminine touch, nail polish, a unisex but feminine top, or even volunteering at events or organizations where crossdressing is more normalized. I've heard of crossdressers volunteering at community fundraisers, helping at pride related drives, or even assisting in thrift based events where dressing up adds to the fun and visibility. The mental health side is profound. Volunteering already combats loneliness, builds purpose, teaches skills, and creates real connections benefits that feel amplified when you're expressing your authentic self. For a sissy crossdresser like me, it bridges the gap between private indulgence and public living. That hidden part of me stops feeling like a shameful secret and starts feeling like a valid contribution to the world. The social aspect eases isolation in a way therapy alone never quite could; you're valued for your helpfulness, your eye for display, your patience with customers. And yes, there's that extra layer of thrill spotting a gorgeous bargain while wearing something pretty yourself, or feeling the swish of a skirt as you move between racks. Looking back, exploring crossdressing in volunteering has been one of the most rewarding paths for many of us. It doesn't demand you "come out" dramatically; it lets you integrate gradually, at your own pace. Some stay fully en femme for shifts and find warm acceptance. Others mix presentations or keep it subtle. Either way, it fosters growth: more confidence, better social skills, a deeper sense of purpose, and often a surprising amount of quiet support from people who simply see a kind volunteer doing good work. If you're a fellow crossdresser reading this whether you're 25 or 75 consider it. Start by shopping at charity shops to build familiarity, then explore volunteering opportunities. Talk to managers openly if it feels right; many are pragmatic and welcoming when you frame it as wanting to contribute.

Ello everyone Just a quick update. My interview at Euro Car Parts went very well and, I got an email from the branch Manager, to say that they were very impressed with me. They'll let me know (either way) on Monday. xx

I was sitting on the sofa, gently running my fingers over my collection of smooth satin scarves, enjoying their soft shimmer in the light. Suddenly, you burst into the living room.
"You're late today," I said with a teasing smile. "Did untying those scarves take so long? Oh, but you look so elegant again."
You were just in time. I had been searching for the perfect headscarf to match the outfit I planned to wear tomorrow my birthday. You were invited too, of course.
That’s when I noticed it your skirt was sticking up noticeably. I couldn’t help but chuckle softly.
"Take one of the satin scarves," I instructed, my voice warm yet firm. "Wrap it around yourself and start pleasuring right away."
I smiled as you obeyed. "I understand… I’m crazy about scarves today too. I’ve even spread some out all over the sofa!"
While you began, I picked up different satin headscarves, trying them on one after another and draping a few luxuriously over my legs, letting the silky fabric glide across my skin.
Finally, it was your turn. "Oh, how beautifully you’re dressed today," I murmured appreciatively. "All in satin… yes, it really suits you."
I leaned forward, eyes sparkling. "Come here. I have five new satin scarves for you. I’ll show them to you now. They’re gorgeous perfect for spring!"
I held them up one by one, letting you admire the rich colors and glossy sheen. "I’ll show you more satin scarves later, but first…"
My tone shifted into that familiar commanding sweetness. "Then you’ll get your daily task from me: Go to your room now and put on one of the new satin scarves. Then get the dildo and pleasure your hole nicely, playing with yourself at the same time, until you have an orgasm!"
Later, I slowly tied a silk scarf tightly around my own neck, watching your reaction closely. I saw it immediately your panties grew much tighter. I smiled knowingly. "Yes, I know that excites you."
"You can sniff the silk scarf that I gave you," I continued softly, "and you can start edging with a vibrator. But you stay in your panties today."
I settled back comfortably. "Today I’m taking time for you."
I reflected quietly on the last few years, thinking about how it all started between us. We sat down together on the sofa. I wanted you near me.
"Look," I said, holding up the old panties I had kept. "I’ve picked out the old ones… see how big they were?" I laughed lightly. "Huge, compared to the last few years when you were only allowed to wear tight panties."
I placed a hand gently on your thigh, my voice soft but full of control. "In the meantime, you’ve become so subservient to me… even helpless. And even though I don’t always let you pleasure yourself fully… you’re mine now."
I smiled, pulling you a little closer. "Aren’t you?"

Genuinly considering starting an only fans. Anyone done this, is there any point?

Travel to nowhere...

When I was little
Girl
I gave my toys to others
I could not understand
I cried so many nights
To realise
With sadness
Worlds of others
Too far to travel
And to deep
To mind...
I have decided
Never try
To give my own
World
There is no way...
They may just
Feel
My heart
They might accept
Just might...
But never reach
My world...
And never meet again...
For what to try
To fly?
To Love?
No no...
Abort...
I better stay
And wait
My day
If
Toys return
To my childhood
Again...
I waited
Many nights
And days...
I waited,
Keeping
Doors
Just open
To my Soul
Nobody
Came
Nobody
Liked
Just Owl....
Nobody liked
When
It is open world...
But keep it
Shut...
Was difficult...,
for what...?

Hopefully, some positive news.......... Got an interview with Euro Car Parts, tomorrow afternoon. xx

Dream poll...

Kate was always strange.
She was designing her outfits dreaming of the magazine of the particular fashion for men... Ellegant invisibility...

And what a sudden reaction to her old photo...

I am intrigued.
What would happen if Kate will come...

Should she try?
Or it is just formal politeness to every application...

My beautiful heart! Stay enjoy!

Good evening my lovelies I hope you’re all having a good day

Hello girls, the selection for the Vegas ladies club begins.
The first 10 group fantasies and 5 couple fantasies will be selected.
There is only one winner in each category,, do not hesitate to participate, the prize is entry into an exclusive society with all the associated benefits.
Good luck to everyone.
Messages can be sent to my account.

There's another 2 job applications sent off. Both Van Driving, Parkers Motor Parts in Daventry and, Euro Car Parts in Northampton. xx

Good morning, starting the day catching up on emails and social media.

Really good! Stay loveheart!

The age old question in life…….
Maid, School Girl or Tart.
Hard to choose.

This Red dress looks good for a party or event of some kind

Finally ordered some things. 1 pair of heels, a smart shirt, pencil skirt and 2 mini dresses.

Good morning folks!

Melanie now has three weeks off before starting a new contract.

Lots of time on my hands now......!

Aftermath ...

My tights
I hide under my strings
Inside
My jeans
Or Suit.
You did
Not notice
The change
But
I Love,
Love not you...
Another girl
For rear date
Is hidden
In my suit.
Do you love her?
Or just the past
That's why I am leaving you...

Yes I became so
New, in tights...
Not
What you did so wish...
Forgive me
I would
Need depart
To be so lonely me
To feel my Love
Is for that girl
Who had no
Chance
No friends...

Spring
Madness
I am leaving you
In tights
No suit,
No date ...
Just top
Skirt
Scarf...
And lipstick bag
All that form
My true fate...


Sometimes Kate does a sufrage. And goes no bra in male outfit.
No lipstick
No make up
Just change in eyes reflects beatiful feeling of tights weared sans...
Back to roots...

Morning everyone hows your easter bank holiday? X

I 'accidentally' entered an online competition to win one of those luxury boudoir photo shoots, and actually won! My wife isn't particularly interested in going, so I might inquire about whether they'll let me do it instead.

Nervous, but also a little excited!

Love these upskirts- and particularly love those heels xx

Today was our Engagement party, also Steven wanted me to put on the Wedding Dress just for him

Loneliness & Betrayal

I locked
In tears...
Not for long
It is not new
At all
Whenever
Fall in love
With girl
They treat you
As a Doll...

My hands
And legs
Were
For warm Love
Not envy
Piss
Or pain...

I comb
In tears
And my heart
Still
Not absorbing
Pain...

She called
All sudden
We don't meet...
I felt just left
To waste...
I went alone
Real Miss
Don't need
Someone
For date...

I woke early
In cold bad
No kisses
Anymore

Forgive
Forgive
Forget
Forget
Yes
Yes
No
Not..

No more...

Silent Morning ...

Don't kiss me
I wish other love
When you
Are shy to come...
I know
Wait
And time above
Makes all heart
Bits
To Love...
Don't come
Don't kiss me
Ever try
Will kill
That
Innocence
We better
Wait
Another time
The one
That never ends

Need to get another rendezvous booked in my diary… absence makes the heart grow fonder

Silhouette of Innocence

My innocence
Is simple...
Tights
No dress
I sit and smile
With no interest
Seduce you
Or invite to bed...
My Love is innocent
I hope you're convinced?
Not heart -
My Silhouette you meet...
Meet just to feel
Your pleasure wish ,
Your thrust...
My innocence
No Love
Just your orgasm...

I am shy girl
No skirt
Blond hair
Shorts
No Love...
Just
Heels and tights...
Yes chocolate
Lipstick
In the bedroom lights...
A bit of must
For sad shy girl
That lost
Forever trust...
In closed
Heart and Soul...

That artemis ii launch was incredible

Are there any girls in Spain that speak English that could advice me as to the different cosmetics and whats best to start with. Thank you xx

This is me, on the start of an amazing adventure Jamie / Jaymelea

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Did some editing from yesterday's look
TONIGHT Tho! I'm going to really doll myself up Tonight. Maybe something dark.
Im really trying to see what you all like to see from me

Melanie - Celebrating 10 years of crossdressing!

How it all started in 2016........

Beautiful warmheart! So cute!

A nice pink start to the day

Quick survey for you all. Am open in my profile why i dress. What about everyone else and does your partner or friends know. Lifestyle would mean fully open and dress in public.

Good evening everyone xx day 4 post-op for me today, feeling great and no pain. Big day tomorrow when i have all the packing removed and start with the dilation, that should be an interesting sensation

Good evening girls had a very quiet Sunday apart from going to the supermarket xx

I don’t wear this attire to much I into shorter more frilly outfits ! 🫢x mesh long skirt , long heavy skirt and long petticoat x enjoy
#skirts #petticoat #stockings #suspenders #highheels

Derby UK Lingerie CD Looking for Co ck

I'm looking for Co ck within 20 minutes of Spondon or Ilkeston for ongoing training purposes, I don't expect anything in return,

These are my criteria.........
1. Smooth Shaven Co ck and Sacks
2. Full Co ck Head Showing
3. Prefer 5" or more when hard
4. You must be Willing to wear Tights or Holdups/Stockings ( Which I could supply)

This is for training only, I don't expect you to do anything else at all, ideally you can sit on the edge of the sofa or arm chair with your legs spread, you can read a book or play on your phone or watch TV.... I'm there to gain as much experience at sucking co ck as possible, I will be trying different techniques and will leave No Mess at all... So long as you are happy for me to Swallow.
Hopefully this will be at least 3 times a week hopefully more...
No one needs to know anything so if your married or with someone then that's fine.
Feedback on how I'm doing and how I can improve my extraction would be even better as the faster I get my fill the better I'm doing.
Age and looks are unimportant so long as it's legal, you should be fit and healthy and free from anything catching.
I expect you to be Very Clean, Tidy, Discreet and pleasant and Trustworthy... What I do will go no further and I expect the same.
Please check out my Profile and Pics and my Favourites to see what I'm like and what I like.

Contact me for any questions or details..

This is my Profile:-
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These are my Favourites:-
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In all cases I tend to have a rather get on with it sort of attitude, obviously everyone says hello and introduces themselves but time is prescious so getting down to business asap is just what I'm looking for. We will have got to know each other before by txt email or phone so when I arrive if you can just get comfortable, spread those legs, and let me have your co ck to feed from, it will allow me to be elsewhere or even get a second helping if your up to it....
Look forward to hearing from you soon

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It's been brought to my attention that some people offering there cocks for practice do NOT want to see my doing the task at hand, which Is perfectly understandable... Well other than closing your eyes there are a couple of options as it turns out...
1. Is to sit at a Table with legs spread under the table, then I will be under the table doing my training... Uncomfortable but I don't mind if it helps.
2. If you get on all fours with legs apart I can slide on my back behind you, lower you co ck down untill I can train like this.. this is the Reverse 69....
Hope this helps xx

If you are a CD anyway and fit the above criteria then obviously we can have even more very naughty fun together so long as I get my fill lol xx

My Best Pics and Very Naughty Stories are in my Group Below:-
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My hair is finally starting to grow just to give you all an idea of the type of hair i have its the same kind of hair as gina from scarface

Evening everyone how are you all ? X

Apart from the more mature ladies I don't see many women wearing skirts. I know it's not very warm but all I see is leggings, jeans, joggers etc. maybe it's the time of day (school runs) but even in the supermarket I don't see any.

Lovely my heart! Amazing!

finally got myself some A-line dress. and it is so cute! couldn't resist to pair it with these cute heart pantyhose :) how girly to i look?