Ok what is on my mind, oh how about my story how it began for me, the earliest memory of dressing in women cloths was when I was around 10 when I put on a pair of tights and really liked it, then nothing happen again until my 20's when a girlfriend had go to work and I tried on her cloths and was like, man I am sexy. then I suppressed my feeling for years, over have my life, then I started getting the feelings again so in my 30's I bought a dress it was a really crappy dress made me sweat like a pig in it, but still I put it on and enjoyed the feeling, then it all got suppressed until a couple of months ago when I started buying cloths again but this time in my 50's I thought I what to tell someone about it, it was hard to say it, but I just through it out there to my wife, at first she was like what if I don't want you to do it, I was like its apart of who I am and I'm not going to change it, she has come to terms with it so far