I had been with a ******** for 8 months who constantly encouraged my lingerie dressing I was free to do what I really wanted to do no shame no guilt she died in a car accident five years ago has not been intimate with a woman with no one not a smell of a woman's hair not a caress of soft skin but now it's really getting to me I've never been so horny in my life today all of my possessions got stolen lingerie anal vibrators I love that ain't no vibrated I can keep it in all day walk the streets do whatever I've been trying just to I don't have any money till the 14th just so I've never been so desperate to be with someone to dress carress whatever it got so bad today I was panhandling in front of Dollar tree I was like a junkie I went in I thought a box of tampons so that's the wind went in the bathroom got high and inserted the tampons just for some since any sexual activity to try this pacify me first a couple hours I think I'm really sick or really horny really desperate to be with someone to dress with someone to he should miss it to someone thanks for that name just been you know God bless you all Kelly