Why am i such a coward? Why is it in these modern times i am so insecure ? Why do i feel so scared of going out in public dressed? Why is the 47yo me not as free spirited as the 12 or 13yo me? I used to sneak out at night and walk the courtyard of the flats i used to live in wearing a pair of tights under my jeans and my mothers High heels. I even dressed in front of her a couple of times. Idk i feel the older i have gotten the lesser the spirit has gotten. How doni find that spark again? 💋 ❤️