Where to begin  it all started from when I was very young at the age of about six or seven I knew and felt very different from all of my friends whilst they were playing doing what children do I myself always wanted to be with my to older sisters the  reason being they would always have dress 👗 up play time with their friends ie swapping clothes an doing makeup.  And I knew I wanted to join in well one time I asked my oldest sister if she wanted dress me up so I would look pretty and to my astonishment she replied I thought you would never ask and i replied how did you know she replied my friends and I all knew by the way you always smiled every time you joined us well that day was the best day of my life it was the first time I was dressed up as Ruth my sisters and there friend put me in some nice underwear      a beautiful dress tights and  some gorgeous shoes they did my hair and makeup and they all mentioned how much I looked like a girl when I saw my self in a mirror at that age I felt so happy I look so pretty I just wanted to finely go and play with my other friends so that is what I did and to my amazement they had no idea it was me so that is how my journey began from then on I always joined my sister and friends to dress up eventually  at the age of sixteen I told my parents not knowing how they would react again I was amazed at the response the told me they knew for a long time that I wanted to be a girl  so later that evening i went to my bedroom put on some nice clothes and my sister did my makeup went downstairs into the living room where my parents were and they both got up and gave me a hug  and made me laugh when mum said to my sister all made up and no were to go so I went out that evening and it felt great and from that day on I have always been able to be who I am Ruth                                 I would love to thank my family and friends for all there support xxx