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  • My new official name is now Nicola Melody Matthews. Going to change it at work first. Nothing about my old life is relevant anymore (apart from my football shirts )onwards and upwards Bring on whatever gets thrown at me (hopefully hyperthetically) xxx
    My new official name is now Nicola Melody Matthews. Going to change it at work first. Nothing about my old life is relevant anymore (apart from my football shirts 😉)onwards and upwards 😃 Bring on whatever gets thrown at me (hopefully hyperthetically) 😆 xxx
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  • I am minding my own business waiting for the bus to visit a friend with my music on my headphones and a lady in her late 30's come over to me and i had to take my headphones out. She shook my hand and said that she is so proud of me for being who i want to be and to never give up and never look back. I think i might have that tattoed on me it meant so much from a complete stranger out of nowhere. Happy Nicola again xx
    I am minding my own business waiting for the bus to visit a friend with my music on my headphones and a lady in her late 30's come over to me and i had to take my headphones out. She shook my hand and said that she is so proud of me for being who i want to be and to never give up and never look back. I think i might have that tattoed on me it meant so much from a complete stranger out of nowhere. Happy Nicola again 😃 xx
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  • How do you ladies cope with nasty remarks while your out and about? Some days i can deal with it easily but other days i find it quite hard. Thankfully ive got my headphones in now and blasting out metallica so cant hear a bloody thing now lol. Ive been properly out about a month now and still find it hard when you hear a nasty comment aimed in your direction. Just wondered what other ladies do and how they manage it. Thanks girls xxx
    How do you ladies cope with nasty remarks while your out and about? Some days i can deal with it easily but other days i find it quite hard. Thankfully ive got my headphones in now and blasting out metallica so cant hear a bloody thing now lol. Ive been properly out about a month now and still find it hard when you hear a nasty comment aimed in your direction. Just wondered what other ladies do and how they manage it. Thanks girls xxx
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  • Well its official. My name change is done. So happy that i don't have to use my man name anymore. I can finally move forward with my new name and new life xxx
    Well its official. My name change is done. So happy that i don't have to use my man name anymore. I can finally move forward with my new name and new life 😃 xxx
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  • Ive had some really good news today. I have spoken to my son and gone through who i am now and he is 100% behind me and is fully supportive of me. He is the only one whobi was really bothered about knowing. He is happy because im the happiest ive been in years. Through this news im going to go ahead and actually change my name by deed poll to my femme name and go ahead with hrt referal to start treatment (hopefully doesnt take too long) l am officially going to change my name over the next couple of days to my full femme name.
    Ive had some really good news today. I have spoken to my son and gone through who i am now and he is 100% behind me and is fully supportive of me. He is the only one whobi was really bothered about knowing. He is happy because im the happiest ive been in years. Through this news im going to go ahead and actually change my name by deed poll to my femme name and go ahead with hrt referal to start treatment (hopefully doesnt take too long) l am officially going to change my name over the next couple of days to my full femme name.
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  • Well ive been living as Nicola full time now for nearly a week. This is the look ive gone for going to work and ive not been out with a wig on now for nearly a week and ive had so many compliments on my hair colour from customers at work. (Total accident as it should have been dark red ) Im loving it. Occasionally getting odd confused looks but nothing much really. My regional manager is now fully supportive of me too. Can even buy female clothes to use for work (get 50% off those) as yiu usually cant buy opposite sex clothing with that discount. Loving life now.
    Well ive been living as Nicola full time now for nearly a week. This is the look ive gone for going to work and ive not been out with a wig on now for nearly a week and ive had so many compliments on my hair colour from customers at work. (Total accident as it should have been dark red 😆) Im loving it. Occasionally getting odd confused looks but nothing much really. My regional manager is now fully supportive of me too. Can even buy female clothes to use for work (get 50% off those) as yiu usually cant buy opposite sex clothing with that discount. Loving life now. 😃
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  • Morning ladies. Today is my first day as Nicola at work. Im absolutely shitting myself. My stomach is doing sumasaults. Any advice? Xxx
    Morning ladies. Today is my first day as Nicola at work. Im absolutely shitting myself. My stomach is doing sumasaults. Any advice? Xxx
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  • Well i thought i would cheer myself up and buy a hair dye from superdrug. Can i have honest opinions please. What do you think of me with no wig and i my new hair colour? Have styled it a bit with some remould wax. Xxx
    Well i thought i would cheer myself up and buy a hair dye from superdrug. Can i have honest opinions please. What do you think of me with no wig and i my new hair colour? Have styled it a bit with some remould wax. Xxx
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  • Thought i would grab a coffee and watch the world walk by. Its nice out here today. Xxx
    Thought i would grab a coffee and watch the world walk by. Its nice out here today. Xxx
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  • Right I'm going to get straight back on the horse. All dressed and make up. This time i have my black wet look leggings and my boots with a pink top and my brown wig. Have not put a lot of eye shadow just subtle. Lets see if i get abused today. Im going into sutton coldfield instead of birmingham city centre. Wish my luck xxx
    Right I'm going to get straight back on the horse. All dressed and make up. This time i have my black wet look leggings and my boots with a pink top and my brown wig. Have not put a lot of eye shadow just subtle. Lets see if i get abused today. Im going into sutton coldfield instead of birmingham city centre. Wish my luck 😟 xxx
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  • Well i had a horrible end to my day in birmingham city centre. I was in full make up wig and a nice short leather mini skirt with black tights and my knee high boots. Looked quite nice i thought. Well i kept getting people nudge there mate and all turn around and laugh at me. This must have happened 4-5 times. It really started to make me anxious. I thought sod this and went to the bus stop closly followed by two asian lads who kept throwing remarks at me like dress like a man not a woman. Look at him he thinks he is a woman, he is a man. He has a c0ck not a fanny. This carried on for about 15 minutes. They kept coming and standing in front of me asking for money, what time the bus is just so they could here me say something. I ended up ordering a taxi just to get out of town. The taxi took 30 minutes to come so i had these total dick heads throwing abuse at me for all that time. I ended up crying in the taxi on the way home. Then to top it all off the taxi driver said thank you sir!! Just a really shitty afternoon in the end.
    Well i had a horrible end to my day in birmingham city centre. I was in full make up wig and a nice short leather mini skirt with black tights and my knee high boots. Looked quite nice i thought. Well i kept getting people nudge there mate and all turn around and laugh at me. This must have happened 4-5 times. It really started to make me anxious. I thought sod this and went to the bus stop closly followed by two asian lads who kept throwing remarks at me like dress like a man not a woman. Look at him he thinks he is a woman, he is a man. He has a c0ck not a fanny. This carried on for about 15 minutes. They kept coming and standing in front of me asking for money, what time the bus is just so they could here me say something. I ended up ordering a taxi just to get out of town. The taxi took 30 minutes to come so i had these total dick heads throwing abuse at me for all that time. I ended up crying in the taxi on the way home. Then to top it all off the taxi driver said thank you sir!! Just a really shitty afternoon in the end. 😔
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  • On the way to Birmingham city centre to take something back to primark. Thought i would dig the old shades out. Ive got my leather mini skirt, black knee highs, an off the shoulder black (with little white hearts on it) and my pink jacket. Im so happy that this is the first day that my drab mens clothes remain where they belong (tucked away in my wardrobe) for good. I never have to wear them again now. xxx
    On the way to Birmingham city centre to take something back to primark. Thought i would dig the old shades out. Ive got my leather mini skirt, black knee highs, an off the shoulder black (with little white hearts on it) and my pink jacket. Im so happy that this is the first day that my drab mens clothes remain where they belong (tucked away in my wardrobe) for good. I never have to wear them again now. 😃 xxx
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  • Im so disappointed. This site when i joined was lovely and inviting with lots of lovely ladies who i could share my photos with and chat with and get some lovely advice and also lovely comments on my posts. But lately its just turned into a porn fuelled idiot fest with so many c0ck pics and hairy blokes that obvioulsy wear there wives knickers while they are at work. Doms all over the site trying to scam you. I just feel i have to leave. Without this site i would still be in the closet dressing up privately alone. So sad. Ive made some lovely friends on here over the past few months. You all know who you are. xxx
    Im so disappointed. This site when i joined was lovely and inviting with lots of lovely ladies who i could share my photos with and chat with and get some lovely advice and also lovely comments on my posts. But lately its just turned into a porn fuelled idiot fest with so many c0ck pics and hairy blokes that obvioulsy wear there wives knickers while they are at work. Doms all over the site trying to scam you. I just feel i have to leave. Without this site i would still be in the closet dressing up privately alone. So sad. Ive made some lovely friends on here over the past few months. You all know who you are. 😔 😢 😭 xxx
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  • Hey. Ive now got a facebook page for Nicola. You are all more than welcome to send me a friend request. I will be putting pics of me daily and also join some trans groups too. My name on facebook is Nicola Matthews. Look forward to seeing you on fb xx
    Hey. Ive now got a facebook page for Nicola. You are all more than welcome to send me a friend request. I will be putting pics of me daily and also join some trans groups too. My name on facebook is Nicola Matthews. Look forward to seeing you on fb xx
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  • Off out to meet my friend and then going into Birmingham for a night. Should be a great night. Nicola is definitely going to be out to the world tonight can't wait xxx
    Off out to meet my friend and then going into Birmingham for a night. Should be a great night. Nicola is definitely going to be out to the world tonight can't wait xxx
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  • Me outside tesco waiting for my taxi back. What a buzz that was walking around tesco fully dressed and full make up and wig. I even got wolf whistled while i was walking to tesco. Im loving been out and about just the way i want to. I spoke to my manager too and she said she doesnt mind me going to work fully dressed either. So i will be Nicola 100% of the time very soon too. Very excited now xxx
    Me outside tesco waiting for my taxi back. What a buzz that was walking around tesco fully dressed and full make up and wig. I even got wolf whistled while i was walking to tesco. 😉 Im loving been out and about just the way i want to. I spoke to my manager too and she said she doesnt mind me going to work fully dressed either. So i will be Nicola 100% of the time very soon too. Very excited now xxx
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  • Got a few new things from birmingham today including this little leather mini skirt from h&m for a fiver. My shiny tights from primark and my boots from evans online. Over dressed for food shopping? Or should i change into something a little more 'sensible'? New make up too. The lady did my foundation on my face for me in boots for free and i bought it. No'7 concealer and No'7 foundation too. £27 for both. Should have been £37 but she gave me a tenner off voucher too. All in all been a great day. Xxx
    Got a few new things from birmingham today including this little leather mini skirt from h&m for a fiver. My shiny tights from primark and my boots from evans online. Over dressed for food shopping? Or should i change into something a little more 'sensible'? New make up too. The lady did my foundation on my face for me in boots for free and i bought it. No'7 concealer and No'7 foundation too. £27 for both. Should have been £37 but she gave me a tenner off voucher too. All in all been a great day. Xxx
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  • Sparkle weekend in Manchester here i come. All booked up. Well excited. Its going to be such a great weekend. Anyone else going? Xx
    Sparkle weekend in Manchester here i come. All booked up. Well excited. Its going to be such a great weekend. Anyone else going? Xx
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  • Thought i would have a nice sensible dress day today so kind of gone for the office look for the day xxx
    Thought i would have a nice sensible dress day today so kind of gone for the office look for the day xxx
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