I'm still mostly closeted (and unconvincing, sadly) but have recently started attending LGBTQ+ events as Jacqui, I've returned to cross-dressing after plenty of, too many, years, was quite petite and androgynous in my teens / early 20s (used to get my bum pinched out at gigs and parties, girlfriend and I used to get to go home and have fun with the pinchers if we liked the look and attitude!) - and later very much into (with my then wife) the party/swinging scene - but then kids came along! Until a couple of years ago I was single dad-and-mum to a pair of youngsters, now off making their own lives :)
My "public" life is very much in masculine fields / environments (engineering, motorbikes, machinery) and dressing lets me relax and let another me out of the box, a much softer, perhaps sub? person who likes to feel pretty and sexy (even if I don't look it!) and up for fun times with like-minded people, not only 1 to 1?
Preferences, intimate details (eek) - I'm definitely bottom when in girl mode, can really enjoy being sub, I'm "average" and cut, have a slight preference for cut but cleanliness is more important! Safety's important to me too, so wrap it for anything "invasive"!
I'm 5'6, a bit "sturdy", grey eyes and hair, , working on my figure (slowly, knees are complaining... Stomach's rumbling...) and my wardrobe, particulary heels - can't do rough ground or stairs in anything over 4" though!, smoke occasionally, drink socially, love music, particularly live, in *almost* all genres (they left an imprtant "C" off Rap, "Drill" fails to please compared to the dentist's one, f'rinstance), play guitar badly and sing worse, damn good fishytarian cook, read and watch an excessive amount of SciFi, explore science and tech when time permits, and work hard in a very techy role that takes a lot of my time in the week (but planning to get back to 4-day working, even if it means longer days - I miss my long weekends!)
Note: I do smoke, but the world's thinnest roll-ups, and not many in a day - I know some are quite against meets with smokers.
Anyway, that's me, would be good to meet interesting people nearby so get in touch if you'd care to!
Jacqui x
P.S. try to be a bit more inspiring than "Hi sexy", "Wanna meet" etc., please, If you want a response to a message!
10/5/23 - Just did the test to see...
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
99% Voyeur
97% Exhibitionist
94% Rope bunny
93% Switch
90% Brat
89% Experimentalist
84% Non-monogamist
81% Ageplayer
78% Submissive
78% Degradee
I think that's surprisingly accurate!
13/5/23 Another note! I'm wearing a breastplate in some of my pics, and wear it on cam, so please recognise that the twins aren't real, however impressive they are! I do wear for meets, and hope that they'll be appreciated and enjoyed like the biological girls' E cups would be!
Xmas 2023 - and here's to a bright and shiny new year!
Decided to lose the facial hair as a experiment and... Dammit! I look like an elderly "admirer" when I'm in boy's clothes! Don't recognise myself, it's been 30-odd years (some of them very odd) since I saw my chin - eek! Daughter asked "Who is this old woman?" I may keep the face smooth like elsewhere, if I can get my skin to calm down after 30 years hiding its light beneath a bush!
I'm going to have to VERY intensely study the contouring/feminising makeup tutorials on YouBoob.... And maybe have a nip'n'tuck for the jowls....
New Year's resolution is to visit local clubs (and if they have a dungeon... Ooh) and attend local munches (what lovely people!) to meet the local kink community, and to be Jacqui when and where I can, and not just "on the pull"!
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March 2024 - spring is springing!
Well, the year got off to a good start, been clubbing a few times, once with a rather nice Dom when i got a real boost to my confidence (and a very red and glowing bum - lovely feeling) - being mistaken for a biological femme can do that! The endorphins already had me floating, had to be dragged like a balloon on a string when we left :D
Dancing to Techno for hours in heels did leave my ickle feet complaining for a weekend, but worth it!
Been out watching bands as myself, and despite the machinations of writers of crappy childrens fiction and religious nutters, real acceptance and no hostility among the crowds or in the Ladies, just smiles :) Young lad staring at the twins, when he noticed i'd noticed "Your... necklace is beautiful!" - yeah, right....
Going to venture forth to Touch for an Adventure on 20/3, see whether its somewhere i want to frequent frequently :)
Following on from the Poverty Diet with OMAD Keto, plus more exercises to do as advised by a nice Personal Trainer i chatted with for an hour online, explained i'd hit a plateau on the losing-weight/gaining-waist, the extra exercises are... hard work! I think he's hoping to "check out" the leather jeans with a cane once i fit in them...
November 2024 - ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
Ex-landlord sold out from under me, so bunking with family and house-hunting - looking further west so a change of scene and gym coming up soon i hope, AND a return to "entertaining" guests from a temporary hiatus (no, not a hernia!) - better dig out the big fluffy towels, massage oil, soft lights and smoochy music, already know where the paddle, canes, cuffs and floggers are... Any good venues near Winchester? Southampton must have some?
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My "public" life is very much in masculine fields / environments (engineering, motorbikes, machinery) and dressing lets me relax and let another me out of the box, a much softer, perhaps sub? person who likes to feel pretty and sexy (even if I don't look it!) and up for fun times with like-minded people, not only 1 to 1?
Preferences, intimate details (eek) - I'm definitely bottom when in girl mode, can really enjoy being sub, I'm "average" and cut, have a slight preference for cut but cleanliness is more important! Safety's important to me too, so wrap it for anything "invasive"!
I'm 5'6, a bit "sturdy", grey eyes and hair, , working on my figure (slowly, knees are complaining... Stomach's rumbling...) and my wardrobe, particulary heels - can't do rough ground or stairs in anything over 4" though!, smoke occasionally, drink socially, love music, particularly live, in *almost* all genres (they left an imprtant "C" off Rap, "Drill" fails to please compared to the dentist's one, f'rinstance), play guitar badly and sing worse, damn good fishytarian cook, read and watch an excessive amount of SciFi, explore science and tech when time permits, and work hard in a very techy role that takes a lot of my time in the week (but planning to get back to 4-day working, even if it means longer days - I miss my long weekends!)
Note: I do smoke, but the world's thinnest roll-ups, and not many in a day - I know some are quite against meets with smokers.
Anyway, that's me, would be good to meet interesting people nearby so get in touch if you'd care to!
Jacqui x
P.S. try to be a bit more inspiring than "Hi sexy", "Wanna meet" etc., please, If you want a response to a message!
10/5/23 - Just did the test to see...
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
99% Voyeur
97% Exhibitionist
94% Rope bunny
93% Switch
90% Brat
89% Experimentalist
84% Non-monogamist
81% Ageplayer
78% Submissive
78% Degradee
I think that's surprisingly accurate!
13/5/23 Another note! I'm wearing a breastplate in some of my pics, and wear it on cam, so please recognise that the twins aren't real, however impressive they are! I do wear for meets, and hope that they'll be appreciated and enjoyed like the biological girls' E cups would be!
Xmas 2023 - and here's to a bright and shiny new year!
Decided to lose the facial hair as a experiment and... Dammit! I look like an elderly "admirer" when I'm in boy's clothes! Don't recognise myself, it's been 30-odd years (some of them very odd) since I saw my chin - eek! Daughter asked "Who is this old woman?" I may keep the face smooth like elsewhere, if I can get my skin to calm down after 30 years hiding its light beneath a bush!
I'm going to have to VERY intensely study the contouring/feminising makeup tutorials on YouBoob.... And maybe have a nip'n'tuck for the jowls....
New Year's resolution is to visit local clubs (and if they have a dungeon... Ooh) and attend local munches (what lovely people!) to meet the local kink community, and to be Jacqui when and where I can, and not just "on the pull"!
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March 2024 - spring is springing!
Well, the year got off to a good start, been clubbing a few times, once with a rather nice Dom when i got a real boost to my confidence (and a very red and glowing bum - lovely feeling) - being mistaken for a biological femme can do that! The endorphins already had me floating, had to be dragged like a balloon on a string when we left :D
Dancing to Techno for hours in heels did leave my ickle feet complaining for a weekend, but worth it!
Been out watching bands as myself, and despite the machinations of writers of crappy childrens fiction and religious nutters, real acceptance and no hostility among the crowds or in the Ladies, just smiles :) Young lad staring at the twins, when he noticed i'd noticed "Your... necklace is beautiful!" - yeah, right....
Going to venture forth to Touch for an Adventure on 20/3, see whether its somewhere i want to frequent frequently :)
Following on from the Poverty Diet with OMAD Keto, plus more exercises to do as advised by a nice Personal Trainer i chatted with for an hour online, explained i'd hit a plateau on the losing-weight/gaining-waist, the extra exercises are... hard work! I think he's hoping to "check out" the leather jeans with a cane once i fit in them...
November 2024 - ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
Ex-landlord sold out from under me, so bunking with family and house-hunting - looking further west so a change of scene and gym coming up soon i hope, AND a return to "entertaining" guests from a temporary hiatus (no, not a hernia!) - better dig out the big fluffy towels, massage oil, soft lights and smoochy music, already know where the paddle, canes, cuffs and floggers are... Any good venues near Winchester? Southampton must have some?
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- What's OFF my mind - hospital today, prostate's little visitor isn't as scary as i thought, so only MRIs (very tranquil), biopsies (ouch!) to monitor - no chemo (where's the vomit smiley when you need one?), radiotherapy, surgery (eek!) - if they'd cocktail the T-blockers with Estradiol i'd have been keen though!
All prostate owners - get them checked, one in 8 who have one get cancer in it at some point in their life, could save your life (or your erection).
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What's OFF my mind - hospital today, prostate's little visitor isn't as scary as i thought, so only MRIs (very tranquil), biopsies (ouch!) to monitor - no chemo (where's the vomit smiley when you need one?), radiotherapy, surgery (eek!) - if they'd cocktail the T-blockers with Estradiol i'd have been keen though! All prostate owners - get them checked, one in 8 who have one get cancer in it at some point in their life, could save your life (or your erection). Pretty Please?0 Comments 0 Shares 271 Views
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- Interesting post on shifting indentities here:
https://theconversation.com/sexual-identity-is-more-fluid-than-previously-thought-says-twelve-year-study-243892?utm_source=firefox-newtab-en-gbInteresting post on shifting indentities here: https://theconversation.com/sexual-identity-is-more-fluid-than-previously-thought-says-twelve-year-study-243892?utm_source=firefox-newtab-en-gb1 Comments 0 Shares 360 Views1 - Today wasn't as bad as it could have been...
Prostate biopsy was a bit uncomfy, but there are much more painful experiences that i've chosen to have in the dungeon at Hellfire! Consultant showed me the overlaid ultrasound and MRI images complete with biopsy needle tracks, and saw the little bastard's not actually that big - a squashed grape at the biggest? - and no traces elsewhere, which is very encouraging
Sounds like (subject to results on the biopsy samples) i may need radiotherapy, possibly testosterone blockers to follow - asked if i could have Oestrogen / Progesterone with them, grow some boobs of my own and put on some hips!
Prostate owners - get them checked! If th quack says a physical's required - hell, many of us have had far more intrusive experiences and enjoyed them!Today wasn't as bad as it could have been... Prostate biopsy was a bit uncomfy, but there are much more painful experiences that i've chosen to have in the dungeon at Hellfire! Consultant showed me the overlaid ultrasound and MRI images complete with biopsy needle tracks, and saw the little bastard's not actually that big - a squashed grape at the biggest? - and no traces elsewhere, which is very encouraging 🙄 Sounds like (subject to results on the biopsy samples) i may need radiotherapy, possibly testosterone blockers to follow - asked if i could have Oestrogen / Progesterone with them, grow some boobs of my own and put on some hips! 🥰 Prostate owners - get them checked! If th quack says a physical's required - hell, many of us have had far more intrusive experiences and enjoyed them!🤪1 Comments 0 Shares 493 Views - Got home late after fun at the sauna (got there late, but not quite TOO late), had my regular burger at the motorway services (dressed, but i pulled on some jeans for the mental health of passing badgers) to find my photo studio flash-umbrella-things have arrived -wil have to try them out, any girls care to model?Got home late after fun at the sauna (got there late, but not quite TOO late), had my regular burger at the motorway services (dressed, but i pulled on some jeans for the mental health of passing badgers) to find my photo studio flash-umbrella-things have arrived -wil have to try them out, any girls care to model? 😘1 Comments 0 Shares 644 Views 4
- Well, after being too poorly last Wednesday, i really ought to get to the sauna and pre-emptively charge my batteries as i may have a week or two out of working order...Well, after being too poorly last Wednesday, i really ought to get to the sauna and pre-emptively charge my batteries as i may have a week or two out of working order...2 Comments 0 Shares 452 Views1
- Cheered up a bit (lots going on at the mo'), was in Sainsburys and "Excuse me madam" from one of the workers (I was in her way) - and wasn't even crossdressed!
Is it the purple hair? The leggings and big cosy fleece? The fluffy pink socks?Cheered up a bit (lots going on at the mo'), was in Sainsburys and "Excuse me madam" from one of the workers (I was in her way) - and wasn't even crossdressed! Is it the purple hair? The leggings and big cosy fleece? The fluffy pink socks?0 Comments 0 Shares 622 Views 4
- I think we've all realised by now that anyone calling themself "********" is likely a scmming whore...
Oh,, it censors itself, here's a clue: between a mister and a mattress.
I think we've all realised by now that anyone calling themself "Mistress" is likely a scmming whore...🤣 Oh,, it censors itself, here's a clue: between a mister and a mattress.1 Comments 0 Shares 487 Views 4 - Really nice evening at the local kink/poly munch, so glad i found them - and on the way home a cute young NB sent me a friend request on the Discord, but they had been complimenting me and chatting me up all evening... All i did was say how much i liked the leather trenchcoat!
I think they're in there?Really nice evening at the local kink/poly munch, so glad i found them - and on the way home a cute young NB sent me a friend request on the Discord, but they had been complimenting me and chatting me up all evening... All i did was say how much i liked the leather trenchcoat! I think they're in there?0 Comments 0 Shares 657 Views3 - Just spent an hour "Tgirl Domming" and remote-edging a fella on his webcam, first time i've managed it without collapsing into a puddle of giggles - i could get used to this! Then aftercare was him pouring out his problems and trying to give some positive responses and hints. He's sent a friend request...
(no $200 requests either way, either. Call it munificence)
Just spent an hour "Tgirl Domming" and remote-edging a fella on his webcam, first time i've managed it without collapsing into a puddle of giggles - i could get used to this! Then aftercare was him pouring out his problems and trying to give some positive responses and hints. He's sent a friend request... (no $200 requests either way, either. Call it munificence)0 Comments 0 Shares 739 Views - When i go to the groups, ones i've joined, i can't access some of the articles although i've signed up as a supporter - does anyone else have the same problem? i get a lock displayed and "you can't access this category" with a big blue "manage allowed categories" that takes me to the upgrade page - which i already did....
What am i doing wrong? lolWhen i go to the groups, ones i've joined, i can't access some of the articles although i've signed up as a supporter - does anyone else have the same problem? i get a lock displayed and "you can't access this category" with a big blue "manage allowed categories" that takes me to the upgrade page - which i already did.... What am i doing wrong? lol0 Comments 0 Shares 738 Views - Out for supper with Darling Daughter and her BF this evening, to meet and greet Willow the pussycat so i can cat-sit for a week at their place!
Tomorrow may be spent at Lovejoys being pampered or taken advantage of... mmmOut for supper with Darling Daughter and her BF this evening, to meet and greet Willow the pussycat so i can cat-sit for a week at their place! Tomorrow may be spent at Lovejoys being pampered or taken advantage of... mmm0 Comments 0 Shares 1073 Views 2 - Nail-biting over the posible home... but distracting myself by sorting the makeup into base, eyes, lips, nails; next the frocks, tops, skirts and lingerie, plus a repair to some favourite strappy cork-wedge sandals (shouldn't have gone walking cross-country in them, silly cow! Yes it was summer, no it wasn't a short walk! No, they can't take it falling off in a rut in a field!)
Might try out my new IPL later, start working on the badgery* hairiness!
*mixture of black and white, what they made the Ford Pubic out of - old Corsairs.
Nail-biting over the posible home... but distracting myself by sorting the makeup into base, eyes, lips, nails; next the frocks, tops, skirts and lingerie, plus a repair to some favourite strappy cork-wedge sandals (shouldn't have gone walking cross-country in them, silly cow! Yes it was summer, no it wasn't a short walk! No, they can't take it falling off in a rut in a field!) Might try out my new IPL later, start working on the badgery* hairiness! *mixture of black and white, what they made the Ford Pubic out of - old Corsairs.4 Comments 0 Shares 1810 Views 3 - I done a bad thing today - £70 on pretty lingerie in M&S... and that's only one set!
So good to know my sizes when the shop sales girl asksI done a bad thing today - £70 on pretty lingerie in M&S... and that's only one set! So good to know my sizes when the shop sales girl asks 😃3 Comments 0 Shares 698 Views 6 - Look like in anticipation of the possible house-to-rent, i'm going to the localest swingers' social on saturday! In a vanilla (Wetherspoons, sadly) pub, but looks like there'll be getting on for 50 attending? No fetishwear, so what to wear??? Girlfriend Look in skinny jeans, boots and chunky jumper, probably...Look like in anticipation of the possible house-to-rent, i'm going to the localest swingers' social on saturday! In a vanilla (Wetherspoons, sadly) pub, but looks like there'll be getting on for 50 attending? No fetishwear, so what to wear??? Girlfriend Look in skinny jeans, boots and chunky jumper, probably...2 Comments 0 Shares 1033 Views2
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