I'm still mostly closeted (and unconvincing, sadly) but have recently started attending LGBTQ+ events as Jacqui, I've returned to cross-dressing after plenty of, too many, years, was quite petite and androgynous in my teens / early 20s (used to get my bum pinched out at gigs and parties, girlfriend and I used to get to go home and have fun with the pinchers if we liked the look and attitude!) - and later very much into (with my then wife) the party/swinging scene - but then kids came along! Until a couple of years ago I was single dad-and-mum to a pair of youngsters, now off making their own lives :)
My "public" life is very much in masculine fields / environments (engineering, motorbikes, machinery) and dressing lets me relax and let another me out of the box, a much softer, perhaps sub? person who likes to feel pretty and sexy (even if I don't look it!) and up for fun times with like-minded people, not only 1 to 1?
Preferences, intimate details (eek) - I'm definitely bottom when in girl mode, can really enjoy being sub, I'm "average" and cut, have a slight preference for cut but cleanliness is more important! Safety's important to me too, so wrap it for anything "invasive"!
I'm 5'6, a bit "sturdy", grey eyes and hair, , working on my figure (slowly, knees are complaining... Stomach's rumbling...) and my wardrobe, particulary heels - can't do rough ground or stairs in anything over 4" though!, smoke occasionally, drink socially, love music, particularly live, in *almost* all genres (they left an imprtant "C" off Rap, "Drill" fails to please compared to the dentist's one, f'rinstance), play guitar badly and sing worse, damn good fishytarian cook, read and watch an excessive amount of SciFi, explore science and tech when time permits, and work hard in a very techy role that takes a lot of my time in the week (but planning to get back to 4-day working, even if it means longer days - I miss my long weekends!)
Note: I do smoke, but the world's thinnest roll-ups, and not many in a day - I know some are quite against meets with smokers.
Anyway, that's me, would be good to meet interesting people nearby so get in touch if you'd care to!
Jacqui x
P.S. try to be a bit more inspiring than "Hi sexy", "Wanna meet" etc., please, If you want a response to a message!
10/5/23 - Just did the test to see...
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
99% Voyeur
97% Exhibitionist
94% Rope bunny
93% Switch
90% Brat
89% Experimentalist
84% Non-monogamist
81% Ageplayer
78% Submissive
78% Degradee
I think that's surprisingly accurate!
13/5/23 Another note! I'm wearing a breastplate in some of my pics, and wear it on cam, so please recognise that the twins aren't real, however impressive they are! I do wear for meets, and hope that they'll be appreciated and enjoyed like the biological girls' E cups would be!
Xmas 2023 - and here's to a bright and shiny new year!
Decided to lose the facial hair as a experiment and... Dammit! I look like an elderly "admirer" when I'm in boy's clothes! Don't recognise myself, it's been 30-odd years (some of them very odd) since I saw my chin - eek! Daughter asked "Who is this old woman?" I may keep the face smooth like elsewhere, if I can get my skin to calm down after 30 years hiding its light beneath a bush!
I'm going to have to VERY intensely study the contouring/feminising makeup tutorials on YouBoob.... And maybe have a nip'n'tuck for the jowls....
New Year's resolution is to visit local clubs (and if they have a dungeon... Ooh) and attend local munches (what lovely people!) to meet the local kink community, and to be Jacqui when and where I can, and not just "on the pull"!
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March 2024 - spring is springing!
Well, the year got off to a good start, been clubbing a few times, once with a rather nice Dom when i got a real boost to my confidence (and a very red and glowing bum - lovely feeling) - being mistaken for a biological femme can do that! The endorphins already had me floating, had to be dragged like a balloon on a string when we left :D
Dancing to Techno for hours in heels did leave my ickle feet complaining for a weekend, but worth it!
Been out watching bands as myself, and despite the machinations of writers of crappy childrens fiction and religious nutters, real acceptance and no hostility among the crowds or in the Ladies, just smiles :) Young lad staring at the twins, when he noticed i'd noticed "Your... necklace is beautiful!" - yeah, right....
Going to venture forth to Touch for an Adventure on 20/3, see whether its somewhere i want to frequent frequently :)
Following on from the Poverty Diet with OMAD Keto, plus more exercises to do as advised by a nice Personal Trainer i chatted with for an hour online, explained i'd hit a plateau on the losing-weight/gaining-waist, the extra exercises are... hard work! I think he's hoping to "check out" the leather jeans with a cane once i fit in them...
November 2024 - ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
Ex-landlord sold out from under me, so bunking with family and house-hunting - looking further west so a change of scene and gym coming up soon i hope, AND a return to "entertaining" guests from a temporary hiatus (no, not a hernia!) - better dig out the big fluffy towels, massage oil, soft lights and smoochy music, already know where the paddle, canes, cuffs and floggers are... Any good venues near Winchester? Southampton must have some?
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My "public" life is very much in masculine fields / environments (engineering, motorbikes, machinery) and dressing lets me relax and let another me out of the box, a much softer, perhaps sub? person who likes to feel pretty and sexy (even if I don't look it!) and up for fun times with like-minded people, not only 1 to 1?
Preferences, intimate details (eek) - I'm definitely bottom when in girl mode, can really enjoy being sub, I'm "average" and cut, have a slight preference for cut but cleanliness is more important! Safety's important to me too, so wrap it for anything "invasive"!
I'm 5'6, a bit "sturdy", grey eyes and hair, , working on my figure (slowly, knees are complaining... Stomach's rumbling...) and my wardrobe, particulary heels - can't do rough ground or stairs in anything over 4" though!, smoke occasionally, drink socially, love music, particularly live, in *almost* all genres (they left an imprtant "C" off Rap, "Drill" fails to please compared to the dentist's one, f'rinstance), play guitar badly and sing worse, damn good fishytarian cook, read and watch an excessive amount of SciFi, explore science and tech when time permits, and work hard in a very techy role that takes a lot of my time in the week (but planning to get back to 4-day working, even if it means longer days - I miss my long weekends!)
Note: I do smoke, but the world's thinnest roll-ups, and not many in a day - I know some are quite against meets with smokers.
Anyway, that's me, would be good to meet interesting people nearby so get in touch if you'd care to!
Jacqui x
P.S. try to be a bit more inspiring than "Hi sexy", "Wanna meet" etc., please, If you want a response to a message!
10/5/23 - Just did the test to see...
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
99% Voyeur
97% Exhibitionist
94% Rope bunny
93% Switch
90% Brat
89% Experimentalist
84% Non-monogamist
81% Ageplayer
78% Submissive
78% Degradee
I think that's surprisingly accurate!
13/5/23 Another note! I'm wearing a breastplate in some of my pics, and wear it on cam, so please recognise that the twins aren't real, however impressive they are! I do wear for meets, and hope that they'll be appreciated and enjoyed like the biological girls' E cups would be!
Xmas 2023 - and here's to a bright and shiny new year!
Decided to lose the facial hair as a experiment and... Dammit! I look like an elderly "admirer" when I'm in boy's clothes! Don't recognise myself, it's been 30-odd years (some of them very odd) since I saw my chin - eek! Daughter asked "Who is this old woman?" I may keep the face smooth like elsewhere, if I can get my skin to calm down after 30 years hiding its light beneath a bush!
I'm going to have to VERY intensely study the contouring/feminising makeup tutorials on YouBoob.... And maybe have a nip'n'tuck for the jowls....
New Year's resolution is to visit local clubs (and if they have a dungeon... Ooh) and attend local munches (what lovely people!) to meet the local kink community, and to be Jacqui when and where I can, and not just "on the pull"!
-------
March 2024 - spring is springing!
Well, the year got off to a good start, been clubbing a few times, once with a rather nice Dom when i got a real boost to my confidence (and a very red and glowing bum - lovely feeling) - being mistaken for a biological femme can do that! The endorphins already had me floating, had to be dragged like a balloon on a string when we left :D
Dancing to Techno for hours in heels did leave my ickle feet complaining for a weekend, but worth it!
Been out watching bands as myself, and despite the machinations of writers of crappy childrens fiction and religious nutters, real acceptance and no hostility among the crowds or in the Ladies, just smiles :) Young lad staring at the twins, when he noticed i'd noticed "Your... necklace is beautiful!" - yeah, right....
Going to venture forth to Touch for an Adventure on 20/3, see whether its somewhere i want to frequent frequently :)
Following on from the Poverty Diet with OMAD Keto, plus more exercises to do as advised by a nice Personal Trainer i chatted with for an hour online, explained i'd hit a plateau on the losing-weight/gaining-waist, the extra exercises are... hard work! I think he's hoping to "check out" the leather jeans with a cane once i fit in them...
November 2024 - ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
Ex-landlord sold out from under me, so bunking with family and house-hunting - looking further west so a change of scene and gym coming up soon i hope, AND a return to "entertaining" guests from a temporary hiatus (no, not a hernia!) - better dig out the big fluffy towels, massage oil, soft lights and smoochy music, already know where the paddle, canes, cuffs and floggers are... Any good venues near Winchester? Southampton must have some?
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Just spent an hour "Tgirl Domming" and remote-edging a fella on his webcam, first time i've managed it without collapsing into a puddle of giggles - i could get used to this! Then aftercare was him pouring out his problems and trying to give some positive responses and hints. He's sent a friend request... (no $200 requests either way, either. Call it munificence)0 Comments 0 Shares 284 Views - When i go to the groups, ones i've joined, i can't access some of the articles although i've signed up as a supporter - does anyone else have the same problem? i get a lock displayed and "you can't access this category" with a big blue "manage allowed categories" that takes me to the upgrade page - which i already did....
What am i doing wrong? lolWhen i go to the groups, ones i've joined, i can't access some of the articles although i've signed up as a supporter - does anyone else have the same problem? i get a lock displayed and "you can't access this category" with a big blue "manage allowed categories" that takes me to the upgrade page - which i already did.... What am i doing wrong? lol0 Comments 0 Shares 340 Views - Out for supper with Darling Daughter and her BF this evening, to meet and greet Willow the pussycat so i can cat-sit for a week at their place!
Tomorrow may be spent at Lovejoys being pampered or taken advantage of... mmmOut for supper with Darling Daughter and her BF this evening, to meet and greet Willow the pussycat so i can cat-sit for a week at their place! Tomorrow may be spent at Lovejoys being pampered or taken advantage of... mmm0 Comments 0 Shares 682 Views1
- Nail-biting over the posible home... but distracting myself by sorting the makeup into base, eyes, lips, nails; next the frocks, tops, skirts and lingerie, plus a repair to some favourite strappy cork-wedge sandals (shouldn't have gone walking cross-country in them, silly cow! Yes it was summer, no it wasn't a short walk! No, they can't take it falling off in a rut in a field!)
Might try out my new IPL later, start working on the badgery* hairiness!
*mixture of black and white, what they made the Ford Pubic out of - old Corsairs.
Nail-biting over the posible home... but distracting myself by sorting the makeup into base, eyes, lips, nails; next the frocks, tops, skirts and lingerie, plus a repair to some favourite strappy cork-wedge sandals (shouldn't have gone walking cross-country in them, silly cow! Yes it was summer, no it wasn't a short walk! No, they can't take it falling off in a rut in a field!) Might try out my new IPL later, start working on the badgery* hairiness! *mixture of black and white, what they made the Ford Pubic out of - old Corsairs.4 Comments 0 Shares 1080 Views 3
- I done a bad thing today - £70 on pretty lingerie in M&S... and that's only one set!
So good to know my sizes when the shop sales girl asksI done a bad thing today - £70 on pretty lingerie in M&S... and that's only one set! So good to know my sizes when the shop sales girl asks 😃2 Comments 0 Shares 356 Views 4 - Look like in anticipation of the possible house-to-rent, i'm going to the localest swingers' social on saturday! In a vanilla (Wetherspoons, sadly) pub, but looks like there'll be getting on for 50 attending? No fetishwear, so what to wear??? Girlfriend Look in skinny jeans, boots and chunky jumper, probably...Look like in anticipation of the possible house-to-rent, i'm going to the localest swingers' social on saturday! In a vanilla (Wetherspoons, sadly) pub, but looks like there'll be getting on for 50 attending? No fetishwear, so what to wear??? Girlfriend Look in skinny jeans, boots and chunky jumper, probably...1 Comments 0 Shares 472 Views2
- If you'd like to be friends, before sending a request make the effort and fill in your profile with something informative and meaningful, don't leave it blank! A bit about yourself, your life, your desires and needs, where and when...If you'd like to be friends, before sending a request make the effort and fill in your profile with something informative and meaningful, don't leave it blank! A bit about yourself, your life, your desires and needs, where and when...3 Comments 0 Shares 720 Views 5
- omg - slept for 13 hours, got home at 6am after a quite disappointing date in what is normally an exciting venue (beware the younger and "curious" - read that as nervous, inexperienced, and lacking confidence), screwed my sunday completely!omg - slept for 13 hours, got home at 6am after a quite disappointing date in what is normally an exciting venue (beware the younger and "curious" - read that as nervous, inexperienced, and lacking confidence), screwed my sunday completely!4 Comments 0 Shares 589 Views 2
- Found an amazing site, lets you put in your target measurements and shows the body you could have! https://files.is.tue.mpg.de/erachlin/sina/body_sizing_site/Found an amazing site, lets you put in your target measurements and shows the body you could have! https://files.is.tue.mpg.de/erachlin/sina/body_sizing_site/1 Comments 0 Shares 459 Views
- Off to a day of adventure tomorrow, Touch sauna in Swindon and Tgirl/Admirer day - always a fun time, a girl can really get as much as she wants of what she wants! So into the bath in a few, shave hailine to toes, paint the toenails, pick a nice outfit (and jeans? leggings? to make it look respectable for visiting the services for a burger - don't want to terrify the normals!)Off to a day of adventure tomorrow, Touch sauna in Swindon and Tgirl/Admirer day - always a fun time, a girl can really get as much as she wants of what she wants! So into the bath in a few, shave hailine to toes, paint the toenails, pick a nice outfit (and jeans? leggings? to make it look respectable for visiting the services for a burger - don't want to terrify the normals!)2 Comments 0 Shares 904 Views 5
- Well, the day out at Touch sauna was as always great fun, some very energetic attention received, and long chats with other girls - including some great tips on hormones, top surgery and making my "look" work better! Stopped off at the motorway services for a burger (fortnightly treat, break the diet rules!) on the way back, *we need to be seen out and dressed to make ourselves just part of the furniture and unremarkable* then visited some woods (and the back of a car) on the way home, got in tired and a bit wobbly-legged at stupid o'clock, woke up late, got to work late...Well, the day out at Touch sauna was as always great fun, some very energetic attention received, and long chats with other girls - including some great tips on hormones, top surgery and making my "look" work better! Stopped off at the motorway services for a burger (fortnightly treat, break the diet rules!) on the way back, *we need to be seen out and dressed to make ourselves just part of the furniture and unremarkable* then visited some woods (and the back of a car) on the way home, got in tired and a bit wobbly-legged at stupid o'clock, woke up late, got to work late...6 Comments 0 Shares 1126 Views4
- Just back from a nice party, CD/TV/Trans girls very well represented - and no, it was a birthday party, not that sort! Family members to consider...Just back from a nice party, CD/TV/Trans girls very well represented - and no, it was a birthday party, not that sort! Family members to consider...0 Comments 0 Shares 1025 Views 5
- Off to the Hellfire Club for Dungeon Night tonight, after a shower, shave, and, er, clean out! Hoping i may get a rather red bum, but not counting on it!Off to the Hellfire Club for Dungeon Night tonight, after a shower, shave, and, er, clean out! Hoping i may get a rather red bum, but not counting on it!2 Comments 0 Shares 588 Views2
- Why is it so hard to find a real Dom, who isn't a bully or a thug, who understands consent and that it's a 2-way interaction and both have needs AND boundaries - who does't live 2 hours away and work all over the place
Would help if he's tall (to nestle my head on his chest), scrummy, open and honest, too... Tattoos, piercings, beard, all goodWhy is it so hard to find a real Dom, who isn't a bully or a thug, who understands consent and that it's a 2-way interaction and both have needs AND boundaries - who does't live 2 hours away and work all over the place 😥 Would help if he's tall (to nestle my head on his chest), scrummy, open and honest, too... Tattoos, piercings, beard, all good 😛2 Comments 0 Shares 1126 Views - Just been reminded it's Dungeon Night at Hellfire next Friday - going there solo's never as much fun (damn i need a steady Dom/Domme!), but fun nonetheless!
But... what to wear? (and no, sadly not me in the photos - working on it!)
Or the little tartan skirt, white blouse, white kneesocks and dolly shoes with the red blazer and cuddly white teddy tucked under my arm?Just been reminded it's Dungeon Night at Hellfire next Friday - going there solo's never as much fun (damn i need a steady Dom/Domme!), but fun nonetheless! But... what to wear? (and no, sadly not me in the photos - working on it!) Or the little tartan skirt, white blouse, white kneesocks and dolly shoes with the red blazer and cuddly white teddy tucked under my arm?7 Comments 0 Shares 1113 Views 11
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