Most of my life, I've been secretly crossdressing. For the most part I've always been mostly attracted to women, but the truth is, .......... Every now and then I find myselfe feeling attracted to another guy. Also, often after I shave my legs and body , and slip into some sexy lingerie, I fantasize about several scenarios where 2 or more guys find me , and rape me. But my all time favorite fantasy, is to be femanized, and sissyfied by several beautifull women, and maybe a few trannies as well. How can I contact women interested in this kind of roleplay?